Chapter V: Part 5
Everybody felt playful and nearly everybody coquettish. When Sister Proudfit, in response to some sly gallantry of Garnet's used upon him a pair of black eyes, he gave her the whole wealth of his own. He must have overdone the matter, for the next moment he found Fannie's eyes levelled directly on him. She withdrew them with a casual remark to Barbara, yet not till they had said to him, in solemn silence:
"You villain, that time I saw you!"
Mrs. March had pushed cheerily into the rear Suez coach. Away from home and its satieties no one could be more easily or thoroughly pleased. Her son said the forward coach was better, but in there she had sighted Fannie and Barbara, and so----
"There's more room in here," she insisted with sweet buoyancy.
Hamlet Graves rose. "Here, Cousin Daphne!" His brother Lazarus stood up with him.
"Here, John, your maw'll feel better if you're a-sett'n' by her."
But she urged the seat, with coy temerity, upon Mr. Ravenel.
"How well she looks in mourning," remarked two Blackland County ladies. "Yes, she's pretty yet; what a lovely smile."
"Don't go 'way," she exclaimed, with hostile alarm, as John turned toward the coach's front. He said he would not, and chose a standing-place where he could watch a corner of Fannie's distant hat.
"You won't see many fellows of age staying with their mothers by choice instead o' running off after the girls," commented one of the Blackland matrons, and the other replied:
"They haven't all got such mothers!"
Mrs. March was enjoying herself. "But, Mr. Ravenel," she said, putting off part of her exhilaration, "you've really no right to be a bachelor." She smiled aslant.
"My dear lady," he murmured, "people who live in gla----"
She started and tried to look sour, but grew sweeter. He became more grave. "You're still young," he said, paused, and then--"You're a true Daphne, but you haven't gone all to laurel yet. I wish--I wish I could feel half as young as you look; I might hope"--he hushed, sighed, and nerved himself.
"Why, Mr. Ravenel!" She glanced down with a winsome smile. "I'm at least old enough to--to stay as I am if I choose?"
"Possibly. But you needn't if you don't choose." He folded his arms as if to keep them from doing something rash.
Mrs. March bit her lip. "I can't imagine who would ever"--she bit it again. "Mr. Ravenel, do you remember those lines of mine--
"'O we women are so blind'"?
"Yes. But don't call me Mr. Ravenel."
"Why, why not?"
"It sounds so cold." He shuddered.
"It isn't meant so. It's not in my nature to be cold. It's you who are cold." She hushed as abruptly as a locust. A large man, wet with the heat, stood saluting. Mr. Ravenel rose and introduced Mr. Gamble, president of the road, a palpable, rank Westerner; whereupon it was she who was cold. Mr. Gamble praised the "panorama gliding by."
"Yes." She glanced out over the wide, hot, veering landscape that rose and sank in green and yellow slopes of corn, cotton, and wheat. The president fanned his soaking shirt-collar and Mrs. March with a palm-leaf fan.
"Mercury ninety-nine in Pulaski City," he said to Ravenel, and showed a telegram. Mr. Ravenel began to ask if he might introduce----
"Mr. March! Well, you _have_ changed since the day you took Major Garnet and Mr. Fair and I to see that view in the mountains! If anybody'd a-told me that I'd ever be president of--Thanks, no sir." He wouldn't sit. He'd just been sitting and talking, he said, "with the two beauties, Miss Halliday and Miss Garnet." Didn't Mrs. March think them such?
She confessed they looked strong and well, and sighed an unresentful envy.
"Yes," said he, "they do, and I wouldn't give two cents on the dollar for such as don't."
Mrs. March smiled dyingly on John, and said she feared her son wouldn't either. John looked distressed and then laughed; but the president declared her the picture of robust health. This did not seem to please her entirely, and so he added,
"You've got to be, to write good poetry. It must be lots of fun, Mrs. March, to dash off a rhyme just to while away the time--ha, ha, ha! My wife often writes poetry when she feels tired and lazy. I know that whirling this way through this beautiful country is inspiring you right now to write half a dozen poems. I'd like to see you on one of those lovely hillsides in fine frenzy rolling"--He said he meant her eye.
The poetess blushed. A whimper of laughter came from somewhere, but one man put his head quickly out of a window, and another stooped for something very hard to pick up, while John explained that crowds and dust were no inspiration to his mother, who was here to-day purely for his sake. She sat in limp revery with that faint shade on her face which her son believed meant patience. He and the president moved a reverent step aside.
"I hear," said Gamble, in a business undertone, "that your school's a success."
"Not financially," replied John, gazing into the forward coach.
"Mr. March, why don't you colonize your lands? You can do it, now the railroad's here."
"I would, sir, if I had the capital."
"Form a company! They furnish the money, you furnish the land. How'd I build this road? I hadn't either money or lands. Why, if your lands were out West"----the speaker turned to an eavesdropper, saying sweetly, "This conversation is private, sir," but with a look as if he would swallow him without sauce or salt, John mused. "My mother has such a dislike,"--he hesitated.
"I know," the president smiled, "the ladies are all that way. If a thing's theirs it just makes 'em sick to see anybody else make anything out of it. I speak from experience. They'll die poor, keeping property enough idle to make a dozen men rich. What's a man to do? Now, you"--a long pause, eye to eye--"your lands won't colonize themselves."
"Of course not," mused John.
The president showed two cigars. "Would you like to go to the smoking-car?"
March glanced toward his mother. She was looking at her two kinsmen with such sweet sprightliness that he had trouble to make her see his uplifted cigar. She met his parting smile with a gleam of terror and distrust, but he shook his head and reddened as Hamlet winked at Lazarus.
"It means some girl," observed one of the Blackland matrons.
"Well, I hope it does," responded the other.
"Wait," said the giver of the cigar, "we're stopping for wood and water. It'll be safer to go round this front coach than through it." John thought it would not, but yielded.
"Now, Mr. March," they stood near the water-tank--"if you could persuade your mother to give you full control, and let you get a few strong men to go in with you--see? They could make you--well--secretary!--with a salary; for, of course, you'd have to go into the thing, hot, yourself. You'd have to push like smoke!"
"Of course," said John, squaring his handsome figure; as if he always went in hot, and as if smoke was the very thing he had pushed like, for years.
"I shouldn't wonder if you and I"--Gamble began again, but the train started, they took the smoker and found themselves with Halliday, Shotwell, Proudfit, and a huge Englishman, round whom the other three were laughing.
XXVI.
JOHN INSULTS THE BRITISH FLAG
The Briton had seen, on the far edge of Suez, as they were leaving the town, a large building.
"A nahsty brick thing on top a dirty yellow hill," he said; what was it?
"That?" said Shotwell, "that's faw ow colo'ed youth o' both sexes. That's Suez University."
"Univer--what bloody nonsense!"
All but March ha-haed. "We didn't name it!" laughed the Captain.
John became aware that some one in a remote seat had bowed to him. He looked, and the salute came again, unctuous and obsequious. He coldly responded and frowned, for the men he was with had seen it.
Proudfit touched the Briton. "In the last seat behind you you'll see the University's spawnsor; that's Leggett, the most dangerous demagogue in Dixie."
"Is that your worst?" said the Englishman; "ye should know some of ours!"
"O, yes, seh," exclaimed Shotwell, "of co'se ev'y country's got 'em bad enough. But here, seh, we've not on'y the dabkey's natu'al-bawn rascality to deal with, but they natu'l-bawn stupidity to boot. Evm Gen'l Halliday'll tell you that, seh."
"Yes," said the General, with superior cheerfulness, "though sometimes the honors are easy."
"O, I allow we don't always outwit 'em"--everybody laughed--"but sometimes we just haf to."
"To save out-shooting them," suggested the General.
"O, I hope we about done with that."
"But you're not sure," came the quick retort.
"No, seh," replied the sturdy Captain, "we're not shore. It rests with them." He smoked.
"Go on, Shot," said the General, "you were going to give an instance."
"Yes, seh. Take Leggett, in the case o' this so-called University."
"That's hardly a good example," remarked Proudfit, who, for Dixie's and Susie's sake, regretted that Shotwell was talking so much and he so little.
"Let him alone," said Halliday, thoroughly pleased, and Shotwell went on stoutly.
"The concern was started by Leggett an' his gang--excuse my careless terms, Gen'l--as the public high-school. They made it ve'y odious to ow people by throwin' it wide open to both raaces instead o' havin' a' sep'ate one faw whites. So of co'se none but dahkeys went to it, an' they jest filled it jam up."
"What did the whites do?" asked the Briton.
"Why, what _could_ they do, seh? You know how ow people ah. That's right where the infernal outrage come in. Such as couldn't affode to go to Rosemont aw Montrose jest had to stay at home!" The speaker looked at John, who colored and bit his cigar.
"So as soon as ow crowd got control of affairs we'd a shut the thing up, on'y faw Jeff-Jack. Some Yankee missiona'y teachers come to him an' offe'd to make it a college an' spend ten thousand dollahs on it if the State would on'y go on givin' it hafe o' the three counties' annual high-school funds."
The Englishman frowned perplexedly and Proudfit put in--
"That is, three thousand a year from our three counties' share of the scrip on public lands granted Dixie by the Federal Government."
"Expressly for the support of public schools," said General Halliday, and March listened closer than the foreigner, for these facts were newest to John.
"Still," said March, "the State furnishes the main support of public education."
"No," responded Shotwell, "you're wrong there, John; we changed that. The main suppote o' the schools is left to the counties an' townships."
"That's stupid, all round," promptly spoke the Briton.
"I thought," exclaimed John, resentfully, "we'd changed our State constitution so's to forbid the levy of any school tax by a county or township except on special permission of the legislature."
"So you have," laughed the General.
"The devil!" exclaimed the Englishman.
"O, we had to do that," interposed Proudfit again, and Gamble testified,
"You see, it's the property-holder's only protection."
"Then Heaven help his children's children," observed the traveler. John showed open disgust, but the General touched him and said, "Go on, Shotwell."
"Well, seh, we didn't like the missiona'y's proposition. We consid'ed it fah betteh to transfeh oveh that three thousan' a year to Rosemont, entire; which we did so. Pub--? No, seh, Rosemont's not public, but it really rep'esents ow people, which, o' co'se, the otheh don't."
"Public funds to a private concern," quietly commented the Englishman--"that's a steal." John March's blood began to boil.
"O," cried Shot well--"ow people--who pay the taxes--infinitely rather Rosemont should have it."
"I see," responded the Briton, in such a tone that John itched to kick him.
"Well, seh," persisted the narrator, "you should 'a' heard Leggett howl faw a divvy!" All smiled. "Worst of it was--what? Wha'd you say, Gen'l?"
"He had the constitution of the State to back him."
"He hasn't now! Well, seh, the bill faw this ve'y raailroad was in the house. Leggett swo' it shouldn't even so much as go to the gove'neh to sign _aw_ to veto till that fund--seh? annual, yes, seh--was divided at least evm, betwix Rosemont an' the Suez high school."
"Hear, hear!"
"Well, seh"--the Captain became blithe--"Jeff-Jack sent faw him--you remembeh that night, Presi_dent_ Gamble--this was the second bill--ayfteh the first hed been vetoed--an' said, s'e, 'Leggett, if I give you my own word that you'll get yo' fifteen hund'ed a year as soon as this new bill passes, will you vote faw it?'--'Yass, seh,' says Leggett--an' he did!"
Proudfit laughed with manly glee, and offered no other interruption.
"Well, seh, then it come Jeff-Jack's turn to keep his word the best he could."
"Which he's done," said Gamble.
"Yes, Jeff-Jack got still anotheh bill brought in an' paassed. It give the three thousan' to Rosemont entieh, an' authorized the three counties to raise the fifteen hund'ed a year by county tax." The Captain laughed.
"Silly trick," said the Englishman, grimly.
"Why, the dahkeys got they fifteen hund'ed!"
"Don't they claim twenty-two fifty?"
"Well, they jess betteh not!"
"Rascally trick!"
"Sir," said John, "Mr. Ravenel is my personal friend. If you make another such comment on his actions I shall treat it as if made on mine."
"Come, Come!" exclaimed Gamble, commandingly; "we can't have----"
"You'll have whatever I give, sir!"
Three or four men half rose, smiling excitedly, but sank down again.
"You think, sir," insisted John, to the Englishman's calmly averted face, "that being in a free country--" he dashed off Shotwell's remonstrant hand.
"'Tain't a free country at all," said the Briton to the outer landscape. "There's hardly a corner in Europe but's freer."
"Ireland, for instance," sneered John.
"Ireland be damned," responded the foreigner, still still looking out the window. "Go tell your nurse to give you some bread and butter."
John leaped and swept the air with his open palm. Gamble's clutch half arrested it in front, Shotwell hindered it from behind, neither quite stopped it.
"Did he slap him?" eagerly asked a dozen men standing on the seats.
"He barely touched him," was the disappointed reply of one.
"Thank the Lawd faw evm that little!" responded another.
Shotwell pulled March away, Halliday following. Near the rear door----
"Johnnie," began the General, with an air of complete digression, but at the woebegone look that came into the young man's face, the old soldier burst into a laugh. John whisked around to the door and stood looking out, though seeing nothing, bitter in the thought that not for the Englishman's own sake, but for the sake of the British capital coveted by Suez, a gentleman and a Rosemonter was forbidden to pay him the price of his insolence.
"I'd like to pass," presently said someone behind him. He started, and Gamble went by.
"May I detain you a moment, sir?" said John.
The president frowned. "What is it?"
"In our passage of words just now--I was wrong."
"Yes, you were. What of it?"
"I regret it."
"I can't use your regrets," said the railroad man. He moved to go. "If you want to see me about----"
John smiled. "No, sir, I'd rather never set eyes on you again."
As the Westerner's fat back passed into the farther coach his response came----
"What you want ain't manners, it's gumption." The door slammed for emphasis.
March presently followed, full of shame and indignation and those unutterable wailings with which youth, so often, has to be born again into manhood. Gamble had rejoined the Garnet group. John bowed affably to all, smiled to Fannie and passed. Garnet still sat with Mrs. Proudfit behind the others, and John, as he went by, was, for some cause supplied by this pair, startled, angered anew, and for the time being benumbed by conflicting emotions. He found his mother still talking joyously with the Graveses, who were unfamiliar with the graceful art of getting away. He found a seat in front of them, and sat stiff beside a man who drowsed.
"I'm a hopeless fool," he thought, "a fool in anger, a fool in love. A fool even in the eyes of that idiot of a railroad president in yonder smirking around Fannie.
"They'll laugh at me together, I suppose. O, Fannie, why can't I give you up? I know you're a flirt. Jeff-Jack knows it. I solemnly believe that's why he doesn't ask you to marry him!
"Yes, they're probably all laughing at me by now. O, was ever mortal man so utterly alone! And these people think what makes me so is this silly temper. They say it! Mother assures me they say it! I believe I could colonize our lands if it wa'n't for that. O, I will colonize them! I'll do it all alone. If that jackanapes could open this road I can open our lands. Whatever he used I can use; whatever he did I can do!"
"Sir?" said the neighbor at his elbow, "O excu--I thought you spoke."
"Hem! No, I was merely clearing my throat.
"I can do it. I'll do it alone. She shall see me do it--they shall all see. I'll do it alone--all alone----"
He caught the steel-shod rhythm of the train and said over and over with ever bigger and more bitter resolution, "I'll do it alone--I'll do it alone!"
Then he remembered Garnet.
XXVII.
TO SUSIE--FROM PUSSIE
ON the return trip Garnet sat on the arm of almost every seat except Fannie's.
"No, sir; no, keep your seat!" He wouldn't let anybody be "disfurnished" for him! Proudfit had got the place next his wife and thought best to keep it.
"Mr. Fair," said Garnet, "I'd like you to notice how all this region was made in ages past. You see how the rocks have been broken and tossed,"--etc.
"Mr. Fair"--the same speaker--"I _wish_ you'd change your mind and stay a week with us. Come, spend it at Rosemont. It's vacation, you know, and Barb and I shan't have a thing to do but give you a good time; shall we, Barb?"
"It will give us a good time," said Barb. Her slow, cadenced voice, steady eye, and unchallenging smile charmed the young Northerner. He had talked about her to Fannie at luncheon and pronounced her "unusual."
"Why, really"--he began, looked up at Garnet and back again to Barbara. Garnet bent over him confidentially.
"Just between us I'd like to advise with you about something I've never mentioned to a soul. That is about sending Barb to some place North to sort o' round out her education and character in a way that--it's no use denying it, though it would never do for me to say so--a way that's just impossible in Dixie, sir."
The young man remembered Barbara's mother and was silent.
"Well, Barb, Mr. Fair will go home with us for a day or two, anyhow," Garnet was presently authorized to say. "I must go into the next car a moment----"
John March, meditating on this very speaker with growing anger, saw him approach. Garnet entered, beaming.
"Howdy, John, my son; I couldn't let you and Sister March----"
March had stepped before his mother: He spoke in a deep murmur.
"I'm not your son, sir. My mother's not your sister."
"Why, what in thun--why, John, I don't know whether to be angry or to laugh."
"Don't you dare to do either. Go back to that other man's----"
"Speak more softly for heaven's sake, Mr. March, and don't look so, or you'll do me a wrong that may cost us both our lives!"
"Cheap enough," said the youth, with a smile.
"You've made a ridiculous mistake, John. Before God I'm as innocent of any----"
"Before God, Major Garnet, you lie. If you deny it again I'll accuse you publicly. Go back and fondle the hand of that other man's wife; but don't ever speak to my mother again. If you do, I--I'll shoot you on sight."
"I'll call you to account for this, sir," said Garnet, moving to go.
"You're lying again," was John's bland reply, and he turned to his seat.
"Why, John," came the mother's sweet complaint, "I wanted to see Brother Garnet."
"Oh, I'm sorry," said the complaisant son.
Garnet paused on the coach's platform to get rid of his tremors. "He'll not tell," he said aloud, the uproar of wheels drowning his voice. "He's too good a Rosemonter to tattle. At first I thought he'd got on the same scent as Cornelius.
"Thank God, that's one thing there's no woman in, anyhow. O me, O me! If that tipsy nigger would only fall off this train and break his neck!
"And now here's _this_ calf to live in daily dread of. O dear, O _dear_, I ought to a-had more sense. It's all her fault; she's pure brass. They call youth the time of temptation--Good Lord! Why youth's armored from head to heel in its invincible ignorance. O me! Well--I'll pay him for it if it takes me ten years."
John's complacency had faded with the white heat of his anger, and he sat chafing in spirit while his elbow neighbor slept in the shape of an N. Across the car he heard Parson Tombs explaining to the Graves brethren and Sister March that Satan--though sometimes corporeal--and in that case he might be either unicorporeal or multicorporeal--and at other times unicorporeal--as he might choose and providence permit--and, mark you, he might be both at once on occasion--was by no means omnipresent, but only ubiquitous.
Lazarus supposed a case: "He might be in both these cahs at once an' yet not on the platfawm between 'em."
"It's mo' than likely!" said the aged pastor, no one meaning anything sly. Yet to some people a parson's smiling mention of the devil is always a good joke, and the Graves laughed, as we may say. Not so, Sister March; she never laughed at the prince of darkness, nor took his name in vain. She spoke, now, of his "darts."
"No, Sister March, I reckon his darts, fifty times to one, ah turned aside fum us by the provi_dence_ that's round us, not by the po' little patchin' o' grace that's in us."
John's heart jumped. Garnet looked in and beckoned him out. He went.
"John "--the voice was tearful--"I offer my hand in penitent gratitude." John took it. "Yes, my dear boy, my feet had well-nigh slipped."
"I oughtn't to have spoken as I did, Major Garnet."
"It was the word of the Lord, John. It saved me and my spotless name! The mistake had just begun, in mere play, but it might have grown into actual sin--of impulse, I mean, of course--not of action; my lifelong correctness of----"
"Oh, I'm sure of that sir! I only wish _I_----"
"God bless you! I've a good notion to tell your mother this whole thing, John, just to make her still prouder of you." He squeezed the young man's hand. "But I reckon for others' sakes we'd better not breathe it."
"O, I think so, sir! I promise----"
"You needn't have promised, John. Your think-so was promise enough. And a mighty good thing for us all it's so. For, John March, you're the hope of Suez!
"You've got the key of all our fates in your pocket, John--you and your mother now, and you when you come into full charge of the estate next year. That's why Jeff-Jack's always been so willing to help me to help you on. But never mind that, only--beware of new friends. When they come fawning on you with offers to help you develop the resources of Widewood, you tell 'em----"
"That I'm going to develop them myself, alone."
"N-n-no--not quite that. O, you couldn't! You've no idea what a--why, _I_ couldn't do it _with_ you, without Jeff-Jack's help, nor he without mine! Why, just see what a failure the effort to build this road was, until"--the locomotive bellowed.
"Half-an-hour late, and slowing up again!" exclaimed John. He knew the parson's wife was pressing his mother to spend the night with them, and he was afraid of having his soul asked after. "Why do we stop here, hardly a mile from town?"
"It's to let my folks off. They're going to walk over to the pike while I go on for the carriage and drive out; they and Jeff-Jack and the Hallidays."
The train stopped where a beautiful lane crossed the track between two fenced fields. Fair and Barbara alighted and stood on a flowery bank with the sun glowing in some distant tree-tops behind them. Fannie leaned from the train, took both Jeff-Jack's uplifted hands and fluttered down upon rebounding tiptoes; the bell sounded, the scene changed, and John murmured to himself in heavy agony,
"He's going to ask her! O, Fannie, Fannie, if you'd only refuse to say yes, and give me three years to show what I can do! But he's going to ask her before that sun goes down, and what's she going to say?"
XXVIII.
INFORMATION FOR SALE
"Hope of Suez!" Garnet felt he had spoken just these three words too many. "Overtalked myself again," he said to himself while chatting with others; "a liar always does. But he shall pay for this. Ah me!"
He was right. The young man would have sucked down all his flattery but for those three words. Yet on one side they were true, and March guiltily felt them so as, looking at his mother, he thought again of that deep store of the earth's largess lying under their unfruitful custody. Suez and her three counties would have jeered the gaudy name from Lover's Leap to Libertyville though had they guessed better the meaning of the change into which a world's progress was irresistibly pushing them, whoever owned Widewood must have stood for some of their largest wishes and hopes, and they would have ceased to deride the blessed mutation and to hobble it with that root of so many world-wide evils--the calling still private what the common need has made public. The ghost of this thought flitted in John's mind, but would not be grasped or beckoned to the light.
"I wish I could think," he sighed, but he could only think of Fannie. The train stopped. The excursionists swarmed forth. The cannon belched out its thunderous good-byes, and John went for his horse and buggy, promising to give word for Garnet's equipage to be sent to him.
"I must mind Johanna and her plunder," said the Major; "but I'll look after your mother, too." And he did so, though he found time to part fondly with the Proudfits.
"He won't do," thought John, as he glanced back from a rise of ground. "Fannie's right. And she's right about me, too; the only way to get her is to keep away till I've shown myself fit for her; that's what she means; of course she can't say so; but I'm satisfied that's what she means!"
He passed two drunken men. Here in town at the end of Suez's wedding so many had toasted it so often, it was as if Susie's own eyes were blood-shot and her steps uncertain. "It's my wedding, too," he soliloquized. "This Widewood business and I are married this day; it alone, to me alone, till it's finished. Garnet shall see whether--humph!--Jake, my horse and buggy!" And soon he was rattling back down the stony slopes toward his mother.
"Hope of Suez!" he grimly laughed. "We'll be its despair if we don't get something done. And I've got to do it alone. Why shouldn't I? Yes, it's true, times have changed; and yet if this was ever rightly a private matter in my father's hands, I can't see why it has or why it should become a public matter in mine!"
He said this to himself the more emphatically because he felt, somehow, very uncertain about it. He wished his problem was as simple as a railroad question. A railroad can ask for public aid; but fancy him asking public aid to open and settle up his private lands! He could almost hear Susie's horse-laugh in reply. Why should she not laugh? He recalled with what sweet unboastful tone his father had always condemned every scheme and symptom of riding on public shoulders into private fortune. In the dear _old_ Dixie there had been virtually no public, and every gentleman was by choice his own and only public aid, no matter what--"Look out!"
He hauled up his horse. A man pressed close to the side of the halted buggy, to avoid a huge telegraph pole that came by quivering between two timber wheels. He offered John a freckled, yellow hand, and a smile of maudlin fondness.
"Mr. Mahch, I admiah to salute you ag'in, seh. _Hasn't_ we had a glo'ious day? It's the mos' obtainable day Susie eveh see, seh!"
"Well, 'pon my soul!" said John, ignoring the proffered hand. "If I'd seen who it was, I'd 'a' driven straight over you." Both laughed. "Cornelius, did you see my mother waiting for me down by the tracks?"
"I did, seh. Thah she a-set'n' on a pile o' ceda'-tree poles, lookin' like the las' o' pea-time--p-he-he-he!
"Majo' Gyarnit? O yass, seh, he thah, too. Thass how come I lingud thah, seh, yass, seh, in espiration o' Johanna. Mr. Mahch, I loves that creatu' yit, seh!--I means Johanna."
"Oh!--not Major Garnet," laughed John, gathering the reins.
Cornelius sputtered with delight, and kept between the wheels. "Mr. Mahch,"--he straightened, solemnly, and held himself sober--"I was jess about to tell you what I jess evise Majo' Gyarnit espressin' to yo' maw--jess accidental as I was earwhilin' aroun' Johanna, you know."
"What was it? What did he say?"
"O, it wan't much, what he say. He say, 'Sis' Mahch, you e'zac'ly right. Don't you on no accounts paht with so much's a' acre o' them lan's lessn----"
"Lord!--the lands--take care for the wheel."
But Mr. Leggett leaned heavily on the buggy. "Mr. Mahch, I evince an' repose you in confidence to wit: that long as you do like Gyarnit say----"
John gave a stare of menace. "Major Garnet, if you please."
"Yass, seh, o' co'se; Majo' Gyarnit. I say, long as you do like he say, Widewood stay jess like it is, an' which it suit him like grapes suit a coon!" The informant's booziness had returned. One foot kept slipping from a spoke of the fore-wheel. With pretence of perplexity he examined the wheel. "Mr. Mahch, this wheel sick; she mighty sick; got to see blacksmiff befo' she can eveh see Widewood."
John looked. The word was true. He swore. The mulatto snickered, sagged against it and cocked his face importantly.
"Mr. Mahch, if you an' me was on'y in cahoots! En we _kin_ be, seh, we kin--why, hafe o' yo' lan's 'u'd be public lan's in no time, an' the res' 'u'd belong to a stawk comp'ny, an' me'n' you 'u'd be a-cuttin' off kewponds an' a-drivin' fas' hawses an' a-drinkin' champagne suppuz, an' champagne faw ow real frien's an' real pain faw ow sham frien's, an' plenty o' both kine--thah goes Majo' Gyarnit's kerrige to him." It passed.
"But, why, Cornelius, should it suit Major Garnet for my lands to lie idle?"
"Mr. Mahch, has you neveh inspec' the absence o' green in my eye? It suit him faw a reason known on'y to yo's truly, yit which the said yo's truly would accede to transfawm to you, seh; yass, seh; in considerations o' us goin' in cahoots, aw else a call loan, an' yit mo' stric'ly a call-ag'in loan, a sawt o' continial fee, yass, seh; an' the on'y question, now much kin you make it?"
John looked into the upturned face for some seconds before he said, slowly and pleasantly, "Why, you dirty dog!" He gave the horse a cut of the whip. Leggett smiling and staggering, called after him, to the delight of all the street,
"Mr. Mahch, thass confidential, you know! An' Mr. Mahch! Woe! Mr. Mahch." John glanced fiercely back--"You betteh 'zamine that _hine_ wheel! caze it jess now pa-ass oveh my foot!"
XXIX.
RAVENEL ASKS
The Garnet carriage, Johanna on the back seat, came smartly up through the town, past Parson Tombs's, the Halliday cottage, and silent Montrose Academy, and was soon parted from the Marches' buggy, which followed with slower dignity and a growing limp.
"Well, Johanna," said Garnet, driving, "had a good time?"
"Yass, seh."
"What's made Miss Barb so quiet all day; doesn't she like our friend?"
The answer was a bashful drawl--"I reckon she like him tol'able, seh."
"If you think Miss Barb would be pleased you can change to this seat beside me, Johanna." The master drew rein and she made the change. He spoke again. "You saw me, just now, talking with Cornelius, didn't you?"
"Yass, seh."
"His wife's dead, at last."
No answer.
"Johanna," he turned a playful eye, "what makes you so hard on Cornelius!"
She replied with a white glance of alarm and turned away. He would have pressed the subject but she murmured,
"Dah Miss Barb."
Barbara sat on a bare ledge of rock above the road-side, platting clovers. Fair stood close below, watching her fingers. She sprang to her feet.
"What did keep you so?" She moved to where Fair had stopped to hand her down, but laughed, turned away, waved good-by to Fannie and Ravenel out in a field full of flowers and western sunlight, and ran around by an easier descent to the carriage. Fair helped her in.
"Homeward bound," she said, and they spun away. As they turned a bend in the pike she glanced back with a carefully careless air, but saw only their own dust.
* * * * *
John, driving beside his mother, with eyes on the infirm wheel, was very silent, and she was very limp. The buggy top was up for privacy. By and by he heard a half-spoken sound at his side, and turning saw her eyes full of tears.
"O thunder!" he thought, but only said, "Why, mother, what's the matter?"
"Ah! my son, that's what I wonder. Why have you shunned me all day? Am I----"
"There are the Tombses waiting at their gate," interrupted the son. The aged pair had hurried away from the train on foot to have their house open for Sister March.
"Yes," said Daphne, sweetly yielding herself to their charge, "John's fierce driving has damaged a wheel, and we wont----"
"Go home till morning," said the delighted pastor with a tickled laugh that drew from his wife a glance of fond disapproval.
John drove alone to a blacksmith shop and left his buggy there and his horse at a stable. For the blacksmith lay across his doorsill "sick." He had been mending rigs and shoeing critters since dawn, and had drunk from a jug something he had thought was water and found--"it wusn't."
March sauntered off lazily to a corner where the lane led westward like the pike, turned into it and ran at full speed.
With a warm face he came again into the main avenue at a point nearly opposite the Halliday's cottage gate. General Halliday and the Englishman were just going through it.
John turned toward the sun-setting at a dignified walk. "I'm a fool to come out here," he thought. "But I must see at once what Jeff-Jack thinks of my plan. Will he tell me the truth, or will he trick me as they say he did Cornelius? O I must ask him, too, if he did that! I can't help it if he is with her; I must see him. I don't want to see her; at least that's not what I'm out here for. I'm done with her--for a while; Heaven bless her!--but I must see him, so's to know what to propose to mother."
The day was dying in exquisite beauty. Long bands of pale green light widened up from the west. Along the hither slope of a ridge someone was burning off his sedge-grass. The slender red lines of fire, beautiful after passion's sort, but dimming the field's fine gold, were just reaching the crest to die by a road-side. The objects of his search were nowhere to be seen.
A short way off, on the left, lay a dense line of young cedars and pines, nearly parallel with the turnpike. A footpath, much haunted in term-time by Montrose girls, and leading ultimately to the rear of the Academy grounds, lay in the clover-field beyond this thicket. John mounted a fence and gazed far and near. Opposite him in the narrow belt of evergreens was a scarcely noticeable opening, so deeply curved that one would get almost through it before the view opened on the opposite side. He leaped into the field, ran to this gap, burst into the open beyond, and stopped, hat in hand--speechless. His quest was ended.
Not ten steps away stood two lovers who had just said that fearfully sweet "mine" and "thine" that keeps the world a-turning. Ravenel's right arm was curved over Fannie's shoulder and about her waist. His left hand smoothed the hair from her uplifted brow, and his kiss was just lighting upon it.
The blood leaped to his face, but the next instant he sunk his free hand into his pocket and smiled. John's face was half-anger, half-anguish.
"Pleasant evening," said Ravenel.
"For you, sir." John bowed austerely. "I will not mar it. My business can wait." He gave Fannie a grief-stricken look and was hurrying off.
"John March," cried Ravenel, in a voice breaking with laughter, "come right back here, sir." But the youth only threw up an arm in tragic disdain and kept on.
"John," called a gentler voice, and he turned. "Don't leave us so," said Fannie. "You'll make me unhappy if you do." She had drawn away from her lover's arm. She put out a hand.
"Come, tell me I haven't lost my best friend."
John ran to her, caught her hand in both his and covered it with kisses, Ravenel stood smiling and breaking a twig slowly into bits.
"There, there, that's extravagant," said Fannie; but she let the youth keep her hand while he looked into her eyes and smiled fondly through his distress. Then she withdrew it, saying:
"There's Mr. Ravenel's hand, hold it. If I didn't know how men hate to be put through forms, I'd insist on your taking it."
"I reckon John thinks we haven't been quite candid," said Ravenel.
"I'm not sure we have," responded Fannie. "And yet I do think we've been real friends. You know John"--she smiled at her hardihood--"this is the only way it could ever be, don't you?" But John turned half away and shook his head bitterly. She spoke again. "Look at me, John." But plainly he could not.
"Are you going to throw us overboard?" she asked. There was a silence; and then--"You mustn't; not even if you feel like it. Don't you know we hadn't ever ought to consult our feelings till we've consulted everything else?"
John looked up with a start, and Fannie, by a grimace, bade him give his hand to his rival. He turned sharply and offered it. Ravenel took it with an air of drollery and John spoke low, Fannie loitering a step aside.
"I offer you my hand with this warning--I love her. I'm going on to love her after she's yours by law. I'll not make love to her; I may be a fool, but I'm not a hound; I love her too well to do that. But she's bound to know it right along. You'll see it. Everybody'll know it. That'll be all of it, I swear. But any man who wants to stop me from it will have to kill me. I believe I have the right, before God, to do it; but I'm going to do it anyhow. I prize your friendship. If I can keep it while you know, and while everybody else knows, that I'm simply hanging round waiting for you to die, I'll do it. If I can't--I can't." The hands parted.
"That's all right, John. That's what I'd do in your place."
March gazed a moment in astonishment. Then Fannie, still drifting away, felt Ravenel at her side and glanced up and around.
"O, you haven't let him go, have you? Why, I wanted to give him this four-leaf clover--as a sort o' pleasant hint. Don't you see?"
"I reckon he'll try what luck there is in odd numbers," said Ravenel, and they quickened their homeward step.
John went to tea at the Tombses in no mood to do himself credit as a guest. His mother was still reminding him of it next day when they alighted at home. "I little thought my son would give me so much trouble."
But his reply struck her dumb. "I've got lots left, mother, and will always have plenty. I make it myself."
XXX.
ANOTHER ODD NUMBER
Fannie expressed to Barbara one day her annoyance at that kind of men--without implying that she meant any certain one--who will never take no for an answer.
"A lover, Barb, if he's not of the humble sort, is the most self-conceited thing alive. He can no more take in the idea that your objection to him is _he_ than a board can draw a nail into itself. You've got to hammer it in."
"With a brickbat," quoth Barbara, whose notions of carpentry were feminine, and who did not care to discuss the matter. But John March, it seemed, would not take no from fate itself.
"I don't believe yet," he mused, as he rode about his small farm, "that Jeff-Jack will get her. She's playing with him. Why not? She's played with a dozen. And yet, naturally, somebody'll get her, and he'll not be worthy of her. There's hope yet! She loves me far more than she realizes right now. That's a woman's way; they'll go along loving for years and find it out by accident--You, Hector! What the devil are you and Israel over in that melon-patch for instead of the corn-field?
"I've been too young for her. No, not too young for her, but too young to show what I can do and be. She waited to see, for years. The intention may not have been conscious, but I believe it was there! And then she got tired of waiting. Why, it began to look as though I would never do anything or be anybody! Great Caesar! You can't expect a girl to marry an egg in hopes o' what it'll hatch. O let me make haste and show what I am! what I can--'Evermind, Israel, I see you. Just wait till we get this crop gathered; if I don't kick you two idle, blundering, wasting, pilfering black renters off this farm--as shore's a gun's iron!
"No, she and Jeff-Jack'll never marry. Even if they do he'll not live long. These political editors, if somebody doesn't kill 'em, they break down, all at once. Our difference in age will count for less and less every year. She's the kind that stays young; four years from now I'll look the older of the two--I'll work myself old!"
A vision came to the dreamer's fancy: Widewood's forests filled with thrifty settlers, mines opened, factories humming by the brooksides, the locomotive's whistle piercing the stony ears of the Sleeping Giant; Suez full of iron-ore, coal, and quarried stone, and Fannie a widow, or possibly still unwed, charmed by his successes, touched by his constancy, and realizing at last the true nature of what she had all along felt as only a friendship.
"That's it! If I give men good reason to court me, I'll get the woman I court!"--But he did not, for many weeks, give men any irresistible good reason to court him.
"Ah me! here's November gone. Talk of minutes slipping through the fingers--the months are as bad as the minutes! Lord! what a difference there is between planning a thing and doing it--or even beginning to do it!"
Yet he did begin. There is a season comes, sooner or later, to all of us, when we must love and love must nest. It may fix its choice irrationally on some sweet ineligible Fannie; but having chosen, there it must nest, spite of all. Now, men may begin life not thus moved; but I never knew a man thus moved who still did not begin life. Love being kindled, purpose is generated, and the wheels in us begin to go round. They had gone round, even in John's father; but not only were time, place, and circumstance against the older man, but his love had nested in so narrow a knot-hole that the purposes and activities of his gentle soul died in their prison.
"Yes, that's one thing I've got to look out for," mused John one day, riding about the northwestern limits of his lands where a foaming brook kept saying, "Water-power!--good fishing!--good fishing!--water-power!" He dismounted and leaned against his horse by the brook's Widewood side, we may say, although just beyond here lay the odd sixty acres by which Widewood exceeded an even hundred thousand. The stream came down out of a steeply broken region of jagged rocks, where frequent evergreens and russet oaks studded the purple gray maze of trees that like to go naked in winter. But here it shallowed widely and slipped over a long surface of unbroken bed-rock. On its far side a spring gushed from a rocky cleft, leapt down some natural steps, ran a few yards, and slid into the brook. Behind it a red sun shone through the leafless tree-tops. The still air hinted of frost.
Suddenly his horse listened. In a moment he heard voices, and by an obscure road up and across the brook two riders came briskly to the water's edge, splashed into the smooth shallow and let their horses drink. They were a man and a maid, and the maid was Barbara Garnet. She was speaking.
"We can't get so far out of the way if we can keep this"--she saw John March rise into his saddle, caught a breath, and then cried:
"Why, it's Mr. March. Mr. March, we've missed our road!" Her laugh was anxious. "In fact, we're lost. Oh! Mr. March, Mr. Fair." The young men shook hands. Fair noted a light rifle and a bunch of squirrels at March's saddle-bow.
"You've been busier than we."
"Mighty poor sign of industry. I didn't come out for game, but a man's sure to be sorry if he goes into the woods without a gun. I mean, of course, Miss Garnet, if he's alone!"
Barbara answered with a smile and a wicked drawl, "You've been enjoying both ad-van-tag-es. I used to wish I was a squirrel, they're so en-er-get-ic." She added that she would be satisfied now to remain as she was if she could only get home safe. She reckoned they could find the road if Mr. March would tell them how.
John smiled seriously. "Better let me show you." He moved down the middle of the stream. "This used to be the right road, long time ago. You know, Mr. Fair"--his voice rang in the trees, "our mountain roads just take the bed of the nearest creek whenever they can. Our people are not a very business people. But that's because they've got the rare virtue of contentment. Now--"
"I don't think they're too contented, Mr. March," said Barbara, defensively. "Why, Mr. Fair, how much this creek and road are like ours at Rosemont!"
"It's the same creek," called March.
By and by they left it and rode abreast through woods. There was much badinage, in which Barbara took the aggressive, with frequent hints at Fannie that gave John delicious pain and convinced him that Miss Garnet was, after all, a fine girl. Fair became so quiet that John asked him two or three questions.
"O no!" laughed Fair, he could stay but a day or two. He said he had come this time from "quite a good deal" of a stay in Texas and Mexico, and his father had written him that he was needed at home. "Which is absurd, you know," he added to Barbara.
"Per-fect-ly," she said. But he would not skirmish.
"Yes," he replied. "But all the same I have to go. I'm sorry."
"We're sorry at Rosemont."
"I shall be sorry at Widewood," echoed March.
"I regret it the more," responded Fair, "from having seen Widewood so much and yet so little. Miss Garnet believes in a great future for Widewood. It was in trying to see something of it that we lost----"
But Barbara protested. "Mr. Fair, we rode hap-hazard! We simply chanced that way! What should I know, or care, about lands? You're confusing me with pop-a! Which is doub-ly ab-surd!"
"Most assuredly!" laughed the young men.
"You know, Mr. March, pop-a's so proud of the Widewood tract that I believe, positively, he's jealous of anyone's seeing it without him for a guide. You'd think it held the key of all our fates."
"Which is triply absurd!"
"Superlatively!" drawled Barbara, and laughing was easy. They came out upon the pike as March was saying to Fair:
"I'd like to show you my lands; they're the key of my fate, anyhow."
"They're only the lock," said Barbara, musingly. "The key is--elsewhere."
John laughed. He thought her witty, and continued with her, though the rest of the way to Rosemont was short and plain. Presently she turned upon the two horsemen a pair of unaggressive but invincible eyes, saying, languorously,
"Mr. March, I want you to show Widewood to Mr. Fair--to-morrow. Pop-a's been talking about showing it to him, but I want him to see it with just you alone."
To Fair there always seemed a reserve of merriment behind Miss Garnet's gravity, and a reserve of gravity behind her brightest gayety. This was one thing that had drawn him back to Rosemont. Her ripples never hid her depths, yet she was never too deep to ripple. I give his impressions for what they may be worth. He did not formulate them; he merely consented to stay a day longer. A half-moon was growing silvery when John said good-by at the gate of the campus.
"Now, in the morning, Mr. Fair, I'll meet you somewhere between here and the pike. I wish I could say you'd meet my mother, but she's in poor health--been so ever since the war."
* * * * *
That night Garnet lingered in his wife's room to ask--
"Do you think Barb really missed the road, or was that----"
"Yes, they took the old creek road by mistake."
"Has Fair--said anything to her?"
"No; she didn't expect or wish it----"
"Well, I don't see why."
--"And he's hardly the sort to do unexpected things."
"They've agreed to ride right after breakfast. What d'you reckon that's for?"
"Not what you wish. But still, for some reason she wants you to leave him entirely to himself."
College being in session breakfast was early.
"Barb, you'll have to take care of Mr. Fair to-day, I reckon. You might take my horse, sir. I'll be too busy indoors to use him."
The girl and her cavalier took but a short gallop. They had nearly got back to the grove gate when he ventured upon a personal speech; but it was only to charge her with the art of blundering cleverly.
She assured him that her blunders were all nature and her art accident. "Whenever I want to be witty I get into a hurry, and haste is the an-ti-dote of wit."
"Miss Garnet," he thought, as her eyes rested calmly in his, "your gaze is too utterly truthful."
"Ah!" said Barbara, "here's Mr. March now."
Fair wished he might find out why Miss Garnet should be out-man[oe]uvring her father.
XXXI.
MR. FAIR VENTURES SOME INTERROGATIONS
The air was full of joy that morning, and John boyishly open and hearty.
"Fact is, Mr. Fair, I don't care for young ladies' company. Half of them are frauds and the rest are a delusion and a snare--ha-ha-ha! Miss Garnet is new goods, as the boys say, and I'm not fashionable. Even our mothers ain't very well acquainted yet; though my mother's always regretted it; their tastes differ. My mother's literary, you know."
"They say Miss Garnet's a great romp--among other girls--and an unmerciful mimic."
"Don't you rather like that?"
"Who, me? Lord, yes! The finest girl I know is that way--dances Spanish dances--alone with other girls, of course. The church folks raised Cain about it once. O I--you think I mean Miss Halliday--well I do. Miss Garnet can tease me about her all she likes--ha, ha! it doesn't faze me! Miss Fannie's nothing to me but a dear friend--never was! Why, she's older than I am--h-though h-you'd never suspect it."
"Well, yes, I think I should have known it."
"O go 'long! Somebody told you! But I swear, Mr. Fair, I wonder, sir, you're not more struck with Miss Halliday. Now, I go in for mind and heart. I don't give a continental for externals; and yet--did you ever see such glorious eyes as Fan--Miss Halliday's? Now, honest Ingin! _did_ you, _ever_?"
Mr. Fair admitted that Miss Halliday's eyes danced.
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