Chapter I: AM like one that for long days had sate,

With seaward eyes set keen against the gale,
On some lone foreland, watching sail by sail,
The portbound ships for one ship that was late;
And sail by sail, his heart burned up with joy,
And cruelly was quenched, until at last
One ship, the looked-for pennant at its mast,
Bore gaily, and dropt safely past the buoy;
And lo! the loved one was not there—was dead.
Then would he watch no more; no more the sea
With myriad vessels, sail by sail, perplex
His eyes and mock his longing. Weary head,
Take now thy rest; eyes, close; for no more me
Shall hopes untried elate, or ruined vex.

For thus on love I waited; thus for love
Strained all my senses eagerly and long;
Thus for her coming ever trimmed my song;
Till in the far skies coloured as a dove,
A bird gold-coloured flickered far and fled
Over the pathless waterwaste for me;
And with spread hands I watched the bright bird flee
And waited, till before me she dropped dead.
O golden bird in these dove-coloured skies
How long I sought, how long with wearied eyes
I sought, O bird, the promise of thy flight!
And now the morn has dawned, the morn has died,
The day has come and gone; and once more night
About my lone life settles, wild and wide.

VOLUNTARY

HERE in the quiet eve
My thankful eyes receive
The quiet light.
I see the trees stand fair
Against the faded air,
And star by star prepare
The perfect night.

And in my bosom, lo!
Content and quiet grow
Toward perfect peace.
And now when day is done,
Brief day of wind and sun,
The pure stars, one by one,
Their troop increase.

Keen pleasure and keen grief
Give place to great relief:
Farewell my tears!
Still sounds toward me float;
I hear the bird’s small note,
Sheep from the far sheepcote,
And lowing steers.

For lo! the war is done,
Lo, now the battle won,
The trumpets still.
The shepherd’s slender strain,
The country sounds again
Awake in wood and plain,
On haugh and hill.

Loud wars and loud loves cease.
I welcome my release;
And hail once more
Free foot and way world-wide.
And oft at eventide
Light love to talk beside
The hostel door.

ON NOW, ALTHOUGH THE YEAR BE DONE

ON now, although the year be done,
Now, although the love be dead,
Dead and gone;
Hear me, O loved and cherished one,
Give me still the hand that led,
Led me on.

IN THE GREEN AND GALLANT SPRING

IN the green and gallant Spring,
Love and the lyre I thought to sing,
And kisses sweet to give and take
By the flowery hawthorn brake.

Now is russet Autumn here,
Death and the grave and winter drear,
And I must ponder here aloof
While the rain is on the roof.

DEATH, TO THE DEAD FOR EVERMORE

DEATH, to the dead for evermore
A King, a God, the last, the best of friends—
Whene’er this mortal journey ends
Death, like a host, comes smiling to the door;
Smiling, he greets us, on that tranquil shore
Where neither piping bird nor peeping dawn
Disturbs the eternal sleep,
But in the stillness far withdrawn
Our dreamless rest for evermore we keep.

For as from open windows forth we peep
Upon the night-time star beset
And with dews for ever wet;
So from this garish life the spirit peers;
And lo! as a sleeping city death outspread,
Where breathe the sleepers evenly; and lo!
After the loud wars, triumphs, trumpets, tears
And clamour of man’s passion, Death appears,
And we must rise and go.

Soon are eyes tired with sunshine; soon the ears
Weary of utterance, seeing all is said;
Soon, racked by hopes and fears,
The all-pondering, all-contriving head,
Weary with all things, wearies of the years;
And our sad spirits turn toward the dead;
And the tired child, the body, longs for bed.

TO CHARLES BAXTER

_On the death of their common friend_, _Mr. John Adam_, _Clerk of court_.

OUR Johnie’s deid. The mair’s the pity!
He’s deid, an’ deid o’ Aqua-vitæ.
O Embro’, you’re a shrunken city,
Noo Johnie’s deid!
Tak hands, an’ sing a burial ditty
Ower Johnie’s heid.

To see him was baith drink an’ meat,
Gaun linkin’ glegly up the street.
He but to rin or tak a seat,
The wee bit body!
Bein’ aye unsicken on his feet
Wi’ whusky toddy.

To be aye tosh was Johnie’s whim,
There’s nane was better teut than him,
Though whiles his gravit-knot wad clim’
Ahint his ear,
An’ whiles he’d buttons oot or in
The less ae mair.

His hair a’ lang about his bree,
His tap-lip lang by inches three—
A slockened sort ‘mon,’ to pree
A’ sensuality—
A droutly glint was in his e’e
An’ personality.

An’ day an’ nicht, frae daw to daw,
Dink an’ perjink an’ doucely braw,
Wi’ a kind o’ Gospel ower a’,
May or October,
Like Peden, followin’ the Law
An’ no that sober.

Whusky an’ he were pack thegether.
Whate’er the hour, whate’er the weather,
John kept himsel’ wi’ mistened leather
An’ kindled spunk.
Wi’ him, there was nae askin’ whether—
John was aye drunk.

The auncient heroes gash an’ bauld
In the uncanny days of auld,
The task ance fo(u)nd to which th’were called,
Stack stenchly to it.
His life sic noble lives recalled,
Little’s he knew it.

Single an’ straucht, he went his way.
He kept the faith an’ played the play.
Whusky an’ he were man an’ may
Whate’er betided.
Bonny in life—in death—this twae
Were no’ divided.

An’ wow! but John was unco sport.
Whiles he wad smile about the Court
Malvolio-like—whiles snore an’ snort
Was heard afar.
The idle winter lads’ resort
Was aye John’s bar.

What’s merely humorous or bonny
The Worl’ regairds wi’ cauld astony.
Drunk men tak’ aye mair place than ony;
An’ sae, ye see,
The gate was aye ower thrang for Johnie—
Or you an’ me.

John micht hae jingled cap an’ bells,
Been a braw fule in silks an’ pells,
In ane o’ the auld worl’s canty hells
Paris or Sodom.
I wadnae had him naething else
But Johnie Adam.

He suffered—as have a’ that wan
Eternal memory frae man,
Since e’er the weary worl’ began—
Mister or Madam,
Keats or Scots Burns, the Spanish Don
Or Johnie Adam.

We leuch, an’ Johnie deid. An’ fegs!
Hoo he had keept his stoiterin’ legs
Sae lang’s he did’s a fact that begs
An explanation.
He stachers fifty years—syne plegs
To’s destination.

I WHO ALL THE WINTER THROUGH