Chapter II
I stood in the summer morning Under a cavernous yew; The sun was gently climbing, And the scents rose after the dew.
I saw the wise old mansion, Like a cow in the noon-day heat, Stand in a lake of shadows That rippled about its feet.
Its windows were oriel and latticed, Lowly and wide and fair; And its chimneys like clustered pillars Stood up in the thin blue air.
White doves, like the thoughts of a lady, Haunted it all about; With a train of green and blue comets The peacock went marching stout.
The birds in the trees were singing A song as old as the world, Of love and green leaves and sunshine, And winter folded and furled.
They sang that never was sadness But it melted and passed away; They sang that never was darkness But in came the conquering day.
And I knew that a maiden somewhere, In a low oak-panelled room, In a nimbus of shining garments, An aureole of white-browed bloom,
Looked out on the garden dreamy, And knew not it was old; Looked past the gray and the sombre, Saw but the green and the gold,
III.
I stood in the gathering twilight, In a gently blowing wind; Then the house looked half uneasy, Like one that was left behind.
The roses had lost their redness, And cold the grass had grown; At roost were the pigeons and peacock, The sun-dial seemed a head-stone.
The world by the gathering twilight In a gauzy dusk was clad; Something went into my spirit And made me a little sad.
Grew and gathered the twilight, It filled my heart and brain; The sadness grew more than sadness, It turned to a gentle pain.
Browned and brooded the twilight, Pervaded, absorbed the calm, Till it seemed for some human sorrows There could not be any balm.
IV.
Then I knew that, up a staircase Which untrod will yet creak and shake, Deep in a distant chamber A ghost was coming awake--
In the growing darkness growing, Growing till her eyes appear Like spots of a deeper twilight, But more transparent clear:
Thin as hot air up-trembling, Thin as sun-molten crape, An ethereal shadow of something Is taking a certain shape;
A shape whose hands hang listless, Let hang its disordered hair; A shape whose bosom is heaving But draws not in the air.
And I know, what time the moonlight On her nest of shadows will sit, Out on the dim lawn gliding That shadowy shadow will flit.
V.
The moon is dreaming upward From a sea of cloud and gleam; She looks as if she had seen me Never but in a dream.
Down the stair I know she is coming, Bare-footed, lifting her train; It creaks not--she hears it creaking Where once there was a brain.
Out at yon side-door she's coming, With a timid glance right and left; Her look is hopeless yet eager, The look of a heart bereft.
Across the lawn she is flitting, Her thin gown feels the wind; Are her white feet bending the grasses? Her hair is lifted behind!
VI.
Shall I stay to look on her nearer? Would she start and vanish away? Oh, no, she will never see me, Stand I near as I may!
It is not this wind she is feeling, Not this cool grass below; 'Tis the wind and the grass of an evening A hundred years ago.
She sees no roses darkling, No stately hollyhocks dim; She is only thinking and dreaming The garden, the night, and him,
The unlit windows behind her, The timeless dial-stone, The trees, and the moon, and the shadows A hundred years agone!
'Tis a night for a ghostly lover To haunt the best-loved spot: Is he come in his dreams to this garden? I gaze, but I see him not.
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