Chapter III: Death
_Teddy and Elsie are in the drawing-room, which is shadowy and sad with the drawn curtains. The children speak in half whispers, and with an air of importance._
TEDDY.
It's going to be in here.
ELSIE.
Isn't it awful. (_Sobs._)
TEDDY.
Papa was a brick!
ELSIE.
(_Sob._) Now he's an angel.
TEDDY.
(_Thoughtfully._) Do you really think papa would like being an angel?
ELSIE.
Everybody likes to be an angel.
TEDDY.
I don't.
ELSIE.
O Teddy!
TEDDY.
It sounds stupid to me, like Sunday all the week. Besides, papa won't have any office there, and what'll he do without an office?
ELSIE.
Isn't it awful. (_Sob._) Poor papa!
TEDDY.
(_Swallowing a lump._) Don't cry!
[_There is a slight noise overhead._
ELSIE.
O Teddy! What was that?
TEDDY.
(_Trembling._) Don't be afraid!
(_He puts his arm comfortingly around her, and they sit in a huge arm-chair together._)
ELSIE.
What is it like to be dead.
TEDDY.
It's like school all the time, never letting out, and no recess.
ELSIE.
(_With another sob._) Poor papa! Are you afraid of him now?
TEDDY.
No----
ELSIE.
Do you want to go up and see him?
TEDDY.
No. That isn't him anyway upstairs!
ELSIE.
Yes, it's him; only his soul isn't there.
TEDDY.
Do you believe it? Say, if that's true, how did his soul get out?
ELSIE.
I've thought of that. This is what I believe: When people die, God kisses them, and their soul comes right out of their lips to God's.
TEDDY.
I'll never play be dead with you, anymore.
ELSIE.
No, I don't want to, either.
TEDDY.
God might think I really was dead, and I might lose my soul.
ELSIE.
You can't make believe with God.
TEDDY.
That's so; I forgot. I say, Elsie, I'm never going to be wicked again in all my life.
ELSIE.
Nor I.
TEDDY.
Oh! girls never are wicked. I believe when we die Death comes along and pulls us by our feet; that's why our souls go out. They're afraid of Death.
(_Elsie shudders, and nestles closer to her brother._)
TEDDY.
Don't be afraid; I won't let him catch you.
ELSIE.
Poor mama, she cries all the time.
TEDDY.
And she won't eat.
ELSIE.
I know where there are some little cakes.
TEDDY.
(_Eagerly._) Could you get them?
ELSIE.
Not alone. I'm afraid.
TEDDY.
I'll go with you. (_They get down out of the big chair._) Do we go to school the next day after it?
ELSIE.
Yes; and wear all black. (_Sobs._) Poor papa.
TEDDY.
(_Choking._) Don't cry.
ELSIE.
You're crying too.
TEDDY.
No, I ain't! (_Crying._)
(_She kisses him. He is comforted, but very much ashamed._)
ELSIE.
Do you think we can go to the circus next week just the same?
TEDDY.
I don't care about circuses now.
ELSIE.
Neither do I. I don't want to go anyway. Let's find the cakes.
TEDDY.
And then we'll make a coach out of the chairs, and you'll drive me four in hand.
[_They go out of the room smiling._
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