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Chapter III: Part 3

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"I’m not terrible well up on temperance," David began placidly; "but I don’t mind givin’ you my views—oh, no, not at all."

Then he sank into silence, and the Moderator had finally to prompt him. "Very well, then, Mr. Borland, give us your views on the subject."

"Well," David began hesitatingly, "my views on the subject of temperance is terrible simple. I really hardly ever take anything—never touch it at all except it’s before or after meals," he assured the brethren earnestly, the younger men frowning a little, one or two of the older nodding approvingly. But none seemed to remark how generous was the margin this time-table provided for a man of moist propensities.

"Sometimes, when I run acrost an old friend, if he looks kind o’ petered out," David went on sympathetically, "sometimes then I have a view or two—most always soft stuff, though," he enlarged, looking hopefully towards his spiritual betters; "most generally they takes the same view as me," he informed them gravely; "my view is to take it an’ let it alone—I do both—only I never do them both at the same time," he added seriously. "You see, when I’m well it doesn’t hurt me, and when I’m sick—why, mebbe I need somethin’. That’s one o’ my views. An’, oh, yes"—he hurried on as if glad that he had not forgotten, "I always take a little when a new century comes in—I took a little when the clock struck 1900; it’s been a custom for quite awhile in our family, always to take a little when a new century comes in—a man has to be careful it doesn’t grow on him, you see. So I confine it pretty much to them two occasions. An’ I think them’s pretty much all my views, gentlemen, on the subject o’ liquors. The less views a man has on them, the better. It’s the worst plague there is—an’ I’m gettin’ more set agin’ it all the time," and David nodded to the elders in quite an admonitory way.

But these views, simple and candid though they were, were far from satisfactory to Mr. Morris Hall, who violently declaimed against such laxity, and quoted statistics concerning poorhouses, jails and lunatic asylums in much the same tone, and with the same facility, that a boy exhibits when quoting the multiplication table. Mr. Hall concluded with an appeal to David’s sense of shame.

This was rather much for the gentle candidate, familiar as he was with the impeacher’s record in days that were yet hardly dry.

"There’s one thing sure, anyhow," he returned hotly, in his intensity of feeling. "I didn’t never have to be toted home on a stone-boat—that’s one thing certain." This was a reference to authentic history of no ancient sort, and Mr. Hall’s relapse to silence was as final as it was precipitate.

Whereupon Geordie Nickle again reverted to his motion that Mr. Borland be received. He briefly reviewed the case, emphasizing the obvious simplicity and candour that had been remarked by all, while admitting David’s evident unfamiliarity with the formulas and doctrines of the church.

"But there’s mony a man loves flowers wha disna ken naethin’ aboot botany," he pleaded; "an’ there’s mony a soul luvin’ Christ, an’ trustin’ till Him, wha kens little or naethin’ aboot theology."

This view seemed to prevail with the majority, and the proposal of the kindly elder would doubtless have been speedily endorsed, had it not been for the protest from David himself. "I’m terrible thankful for your kindness to a lame duck like me—but I believe I’d jest as soon wait awhile," he said. "I’ll try an’ follow up the best I can. But Dick Phin’s comin’ to visit me next week—Dick’s an old crony I haven’t seen for a dog’s age. An’ besides, Robert there has kind o’ set me thinkin’; an’ I jest minded Tom Taylor’s comin’ on Monday to try an’ trade back the three-year-old he got in August. So I think mebbe I’d better wait. But I’ll follow up the best I can."

*X*

_*SHELTERING SHADOWS*_

Two chestnut steeds, securely tied, looked reproachfully at the retreating figures as Madeline and her father pressed on beneath the shadow of the great oaks that looked down upon the merry picnickers. For Glenallen’s Sunday-school scholars were _en fête_ beneath them. Very gladly did these mighty guardians of the grove seem to welcome back the happy throng as each returning summer brought the festal day. And very tenderly did they seem to look down upon the varied pleasure-seekers that gathered beneath their whispering branches; children, in all the helplessness of childhood, mingling with other toddlers whose was the helplessness of age—little tots whose toilsome journey was at hand, and patriarchs whose weary pilgrimage was almost past. Many were there whose fathers’ fathers, snatching a brief truce from their struggle with the poverty and stress of early days, had rested and rollicked as only pioneers know how; masters and men, their respective ranks forgotten, had sat side by side about the teeming board, or entered the lists together as they flung the bounding caber, or raced across the meadow-sward, or heaved the gleaming quoits, or strained the creaking cable in the final and glorious tug of war.

As David Borland and his daughter drew near to the central group of picnickers, they found them employed in a very savoury task. They were emptying the baskets one by one, the good things translated promiscuously to the ample table around which all were about to take their places. Pies of every sort there were, cakes of every imaginable brand and magnitude, sandwiches, fruits, pickles, hams that would waddle, fowls that would cackle, tongues that would join the lowing choir, nevermore—all these conspired to swell the overflowing larder.

Suddenly David’s eyes fell on a face in the distance, a face for which he had long had a peculiar liking. It was Geordie Nickle’s, the old man sitting apart on a little mound, his kindly eyes bright with gladness at the lively scene around him.

"You go off an’ have a swing, Madeline," he said; "I’m goin’ to have a chat with my friend Geordie here—I’ll see you in a little while."

Madeline scarcely heard him nor did any response escape her lips. For other words had fallen on her ears, hot and tingling now with shame and indignation.

"Isn’t this the limit," a jibing voice was saying; "isn’t this the human limit?—rhubarb tarts! Three of them! Who wants to buy a tin plate?" the voice went jeeringly on. It was Cecil Craig’s voice, and he held the humble contributions aloft as he spoke.

"There must be some awful rich folks here to-day—I guess these tarts are meant for the minister. That’s all there is in the basket—so I guess some one must keep a rhubarb farm; look at the size of them—big as a full moon! I believe I’ll give them to my horse," he cried with a contemptuous laugh. "Have you any idea who sent these, Harvey?" turning with the question to the conscious boy who stood on the outer edge of the circle.

A few joined in thoughtless laughter. But it was no laughing matter for poor Harvey, trying now to steal alone and unnoticed from among the throng. Yet not alone; for one humble little form clung close beside him, retreating as rapidly as he, her face flushed and drawn. They had taken but a few steps when Jessie’s hand stole caressingly into her brother’s, the little legs trying eagerly to keep pace with his ardent stride.

"Don’t mind, Harvey, don’t mind," she said soothingly. "He’s just as mean as he can be. It’s all because he’s rich—an’ he thinks we’re poor. He doesn’t know how good mother is at makin’ tarts, or he wouldn’t talk like that."

Harvey glanced at his sister as though he scarcely saw her. His eyes, usually so mild, were now almost terrible in their fiery anger, and his hand closed so tightly over his sister’s that she cried out in pain. Once he looked swiftly back and caught a glimpse of Cecil leering at him in the distance; he fixed his teeth tight together and strode swiftly on.

"Aren’t you goin’ back, Harvey?" Jessie enquired a little wistfully. "I’m real hungry, Harvey—an’ I saw chickens there, an’ there was some peaches too—they looked awful nice," she said earnestly.

"Going back!" Harvey almost shouted. "No, you bet I’m not going back—and neither are you; I’d starve before I’d touch a bite of their stuff. A lot of stuck-up things," he cried passionately, "and you and me cast out everywhere because we’re poor! I’ll show them yet—you just see if I don’t; if I can get half a chance—and to think the way poor mother worked at them, and she thought she was making something real nice too, and——"

"An’ she put sugar in them too, Harvey—an’ she hardly ever puts sugar in anything now. She put lots of butter an’ sugar in, for I saw her. But ain’t you goin’ back, Harvey?—there’s lemonade, you know, a whole boiler full of it. I tasted it and it was lovely," she assured him, looking wistfully up into the angry face.

"The young whelp!" Harvey muttered wrathfully; "hasn’t any more brains than a handspike—hasn’t got anything but a rich, proud father—I’ll fix him yet, you see if I don’t." Suddenly he stopped, standing still as the trees around him. "Hello!" he said musingly, then began whistling significantly.

"What’s the matter, Harvey?" asked the mystified Jessie.

"Oh, nothing—nothing at all. In fact, everything’s all right—see that sorrel horse tied to that hemlock over there? It’s Cecil Craig’s."

"Yes," replied Jessie wonderingly; "it’s kickin’ with its legs," she added informatively—"what’s it doin’ that for, Harvey?"

"Flies," replied the other absently. "I say, Jessie," he began in quite a different tone, his brow clearing like a headland when the fog is lifting, "you better go on back and get your dinner—don’t eat too much," he added cautiously, for Jessie, her hand still tight in his, had already turned right about face, her radiant gaze fixed on the distant tables; "and you know mother doesn’t want you to take any stuffin’—you’ll have to take castor oil if you eat any stuffin’, Jessie."

"Won’t you go, Harvey?" his sister asked eagerly, supremely indifferent to matters medicinal; she was already pressing onward, half leading her brother by the hand. The boy started to refuse vigorously. Suddenly, however, he seemed to change his mind. "I’ll go back with you for a minute, Jessie—just a minute, mind. I’ll get you a seat if I can; but I’ll have to come right away again. I’ve got—I’ve got to do something."

The hungry Jessie asked no further information, well content, poor child, to regain the treat she had so nearly lost. Her hurrying legs twinkled in the sun as she led the way, Harvey following, half reluctantly, back to the appetizing scene. The boy looked at no one as he mingled with the excited throng; nor did many remark his return, so all absorbed are youthful minds in one pursuit alone when that pursuit leads to the dinner-table. This pleased Harvey well; and, confident of their indifference, he took his place beside the three bulky tarts that had been the text for Cecil’s scorn.

Good Dr. Fletcher’s special care, at such a fête as this, was to see that all heads were reverently bowed while grace was being said. And so they were on this occasion, all but Harvey’s. Availing himself of the opportune devotion, he thrust the unoffending tarts roughly within the shelter of his coat, buttoning it tightly over them, quite careless of results. Then, wild chaos and savage attack succeeding the reverent calm, while his ravenous companions fell upon the viands like starving animals, he quietly withdrew, holding his coat carefully about him as he went.

David Borland and the venerable Geordie Nickle were deep in conversation as Harvey passed them by at a little distance, finding his way back to the outer fringe of woods.

"Yon’s an uncommon laddie," Geordie remarked to David, his staff pointed in the direction of the disappearing boy.

"Who? Oh, yes—that’s Harvey. You’re right, Mr. Nickle; the grass doesn’t grow very green under Harvey’s feet. He works for me, you know—does a little drivin’ between four and six."

"Did ye hear aboot the minister, David? He was sair vexed wi’ Mr. Craig; he went till him, ye ken, to get a wee bit help for the laddie’s mither—her eyesicht’s failin’, it seems. An’ Mr. Craig wudna gie him onythin’."

David was busy kicking to pieces a slab of dead wood at his feet. "That man Craig makes me mad," he said warmly—"thinks he owns the earth ’cause he’s got a little money. He got the most of it from his father, anyhow—he hasn’t got brains enough himself to make his head ache. An’ it looks like the young cub’s goin’ to be a chip o’ the old block; you can see it stickin’ right out of him now," he declared, nodding towards the blustering Cecil, who was flinging his orders here and there.

"I was thinkin’ ower the maitter, David," the old man went on quietly; "I was thinkin’ mebbe I micht gie the puir buddy a wee bit help mysel’—I hae a wee bit siller, ye ken, an’ I haena vera muckle to dae wi’t. Div ye think ye cud see aboot it, David?—aboot sendin’ his mither till the city doctor, ye ken? I cud gie the money to yirsel’, an’ naebody need ken aboot it but us twa." Poor Geordie looked half ashamed as he made the offer; such is the fashion of his kind.

"It’s mighty clever of you," David answered, smiling a little curiously, "and I’d be terrible glad to fix it for you—only I happen to know it’s fixed already. Just found that out to-day. A fellow sent the money to them—some fellow that doesn’t want any one to know. But it’s just as good of you, all the same, Mr. Nickle."

"Oh, aye, aye, I ken," Geordie responded enigmatically, "aye—juist that."

"Yes, he’s a mighty smart boy," David resumed quickly, to hide a little embarrassment. "He works like a beaver all day; steady as a clock and bright as a dollar. It’s a darned shame he hasn’t got a better chance—that boy’d be heard from yet if he got some eddication," he concluded, opening the big blade of his jack-knife and beginning operations on a leafy limb he had just broken off.

Geordie’s face was full of sympathetic interest. "Div ye ken, David, I’ve been thinkin’ the same aboot the laddie. Dr. Fletcher tellt me aboot him first—an’ I’ve been enquirin’, an’ watchin’ him a wee bit in a canny kind o’ a way, since the nicht he jined the kirk. An’ I’ve got a wee bit plan, David—I’ve got a wee bit plan."

"Yes, Mr. Nickle?" David responded encouragingly, throwing away the leafy limb and sitting squarely round.

"It’s no’ quite a fittin’ time to mak ony promises," the cautious Scotchman went on, seeing that David expected him to continue. "But ye ken, David, I hae neither wife nor bairns noo; they’re a’ wi’ God," he added, bowing reverently, "an’ yon laddie kind o’ minds me o’ wee Airchie—Airchie died wi’ the scarlet fever. An’ I’ve been thinkin’, David, I’ve been thinkin’ I never spent the siller that wud hae gone for Airchie’s schoolin’. Ye ken, David, div ye no’?"

David knew not how to answer. But his heart was more nimble than his lips. "I was awful sorry when you lost your little boy," he said, his eyes upon the ground; "I never had a son myself—so you’re better off nor me."

*XI*

_*FOOD FOR THOUGHT*_

One pair of eyes, at least, had watched Harvey’s unostentatious retreat from the clamorous throng about the table. And no sooner had Madeline noted his departure than she quietly slipped into the vacant place beside his sister, who welcomed her with a smile as generous as the absorbing intensity of the moment would permit. Madeline’s cheeks were still rosy with the flush of angry resentment that Cecil’s cruel words had started. Twice had he taken his place beside her at the table, and twice she had moved away; even now his eyes seemed to follow her, casting conciliatory glances that found no response.

The picnic feast was finally concluded—but not till sheer physical inability proclaimed a truce—and Madeline and Jessie withdrew together.

"Let’s go down into the gully, Jessie," Madeline suggested, pointing towards a slight ravine a little way in the distance; "I think we’d find flowers there, perhaps."

Jessie was agreed. "But I wish Harvey would come," she said; "I wonder where he is—he went away just when we began our dinner."

"Oh, he’s all right," replied the older girl. "I saw him going away—he’ll be back in a little."

"An’ I didn’t see—I didn’t see the rhubarb tarts mother made," Jessie continued, her mind still busy with the missing. "You don’t suppose Cecil Craig threw them away, do you?" she asked, suddenly fearful; "he’s so mean."

"Don’t let’s speak about him at all," Madeline interrupted. "The tarts are all right," she went on consolingly. "I saw one boy very—very busy with them," she concluded dexterously. "Besides," she added, the connection not so obvious as her tone would indicate, "I’ve got something to say to you, Jessie—sit down; sit down beside me here."

Jessie obeyed and they sank together on a mossy mound, a few stately oaks and maples whispering welcome; for they were jealous trees, and had begrudged the central grove its throng of happy children, the merry scene just visible from their topmost boughs.

"I’ve got awful good news for you, Jessie," Madeline began ardently, after a momentary struggle as to how she should introduce the subject.

"What’s it about?" Jessie asked, her eyes opening wide.

"It’s about your mother," answered Madeline.

Jessie looked gravely at the other.

"Anything about the tarts?" she enquired earnestly, her mind still absorbed with the tragedy.

"No, no—of course it’s not about anything like that. It’s about her eyes—I’m pretty sure they’re going to get well."

Jessie’s own were dancing. "Who said so? Why? Tell me quick."

"Well, I know all about everything," Madeline replied, importantly. "I know about you wanting to take her to the doctor in the city—and she’s going to go," she affirmed conclusively.

"When?" Jessie demanded swiftly.

"Any time—to-morrow, if you like," Madeline returned triumphantly, withdrawing her hand from her bosom and thrusting the crisp notes into Jessie’s; "my father gave me all that money to-day—and it’s to pay the doctor—it’s to pay everything," she amended jubilantly. "Only father doesn’t want any one to know who did it—when do you think she’ll go, Jessie?" she asked, a little irrelevantly, for matters had taken a rather unexpected turn.

Jessie was staring at her through swimming eyes, the import of the great moment too much for her childish soul. Her mother’s face passed before her, beautiful in its tender patience; and all the pathos of the long struggle, so nearly over now, broke upon the little mind that knew not what pathos meant except by the slow tuition of a sorrow-clouded life. Poor child, she little knew by what relentless limitations even great city doctors may be bound.

"Is it because you’re glad, Jessie?" Madeline enquired in a reverent sort of voice, dimly diagnosing the paradox of human joy. But Jessie answered never a word; her gaze was fixed downward now upon the money, such a sum of it as she had never seen before in her poor meagre life. And the big tears fell on the unconscious things lying in her lap, the poor dead symbols baptized and quickened by the living tokens of human love and feeling.

"Oh, yes," she sobbed at last, "it’s ’cause I’m glad—mother’ll be able to see the flowers now, an’ the birds, an’ everything—she loves them so. An’ poor Harvey won’t have to spend his raspberry money; he hasn’t any winter coat, but now—I’m nearly as glad for Harvey as I am for mother," she broke off, suddenly drying her eyes, the ever-ready smile of childhood returning to the playground from which the tears had driven it.

"What makes you so glad about Harvey?" Madeline broke in, hailing the returning smile with one no less radiant of her own.

"Because—because mother was sorrier about Harvey than anything else. You see, he’s nearly ready to—to be a scholar. An’ mother always said she’d be able to do everything for Harvey—everything like that, you know—if she could only see. Our Harvey’s goin’ to be a great man—if he gets a chance," she prophesied solemnly, looking straight into Madeline’s face, the bills quite forgotten now, one or two of them having fallen among the leaves upon the grass.

"Mind you, our Harvey isn’t always goin’ to be poor—mother says there’s lots of rich people gets poor, an’ lots of poor people gets rich. An’ that’s what Harvey’s goin’ to be—an’ mother an’ me’s goin’ to help him," the little loyalist proclaimed, her face beaming with confidence.

This opened up quite a vein of conversation, to which the youthful minds addressed themselves for a serious season. Finally, forgetting all philosophic matters, Jessie exclaimed: "I wonder where Harvey is—he doesn’t often leave me alone like this. Won’t he be glad though?—I’m goin’ to find Harvey."

Little did either of them dream how the object of their wonderings had been employed while they were sequestered in their peaceful nook.

Having left the table, Harvey loitered about till varying sounds assured him that the meal he had abandoned was completed. Then he strode along till he stood beside the drowsy sorrel, still doing spasmodic battle with the flies. Unbuttoning his coat, he removed the tarts and hid them in a hollow log; their confinement had not improved them much. Then he stood a while, pondering. A relieved and purposeful expression at length indicated that his mind was formed. But considerable time elapsed before a wandering urchin hove in sight—and such a being was absolutely necessary. The boy who thus suddenly appeared was evidently bent on an inspection of the animal, looking even from afar with the critical eye that universal boyhood turns upon a horse. The youngster drifted nearer and nearer; he was contriving to chew a slab of tamarack gum and eat an apple at one and the self-same time, which tempered his gait considerably.

Harvey nimbly slipped the noose in the bridle rein, the strap dangling free; the horse was quite oblivious, trying to snatch a little sleep between skirmishes.

"Hello there!" Harvey called to the boy, "come here—I want you to run a message."

The boy responded with a slightly quickened pace, and was almost at his side when he suddenly stood still and emitted a dreary howl.

"What’s the matter?" Harvey asked, slightly alarmed, the sorrel waking completely and looking around at the newcomer.

"I bit my tongue," the urchin wailed, disgorging his varied grist as he spoke. The dual process had been too complicated for him and he cautiously pasted the gum about a glass alley, storing both away in his breeches pocket. Then he bent his undivided powers upon the apple.

"That’ll soon be all right," Harvey assured him—"rub it with your gums," he directed luminously. "Don’t you see that horse is loose?—well, I want you to run back and tell Cecil Craig his horse has got untied; don’t tell him who said so."

"What’ll you give me?" enquired he of the wounded tongue, extending the injured member with telescopic fluency, squinting one eye violently down to survey it. "Is it bleedin’?" he asked tenderly.

"No—’tisn’t even cut," Harvey responded curtly, examining it seriously, nevertheless, with the sympathy that belongs to boyhood. "Let it back—you look like a jay-bird."

The other withdrew it reluctantly, the distorted eye slowly recovering its orbit till it rested on Harvey’s face. "What’ll you give me?" he asked again, making another savage onslaught on the apple.

Harvey fumbled in his pocket, rather dismayed. But his face lightened as his hand came forth. "I’ll give you this tooth-brush," he said, holding out a sorely wasted specimen. "I found it on the railroad track—some one dropped it, I guess. Or I’ll give you this garter," exposing a gaudy circlet of elastic, fatigued and springless; "I found it after the circus moved away."

The smaller boy’s face lit up a moment at reference to the sacred institution whose departure had left life so dreary.

"Charlie Winter found a shirt-stud an’ half a pair of braces there," he said sympathetically; "he gave the shirt-stud to his sister, but he wears the braces hisself," he added, completing the humble tale.

"Which’ll you take?" Harvey enquired abruptly, fearful lest the sorrel might awaken to his liberty.

"I don’t want that," the younger said contemptuously, glancing at the emaciated tooth-brush; "we’ve got one at home—a better one than that. An’ I don’t wear garters," he added scornfully, glancing downwards at his bare legs, "except on Sundays, an’ I’ve got one for that—the left leg never comes down. Haven’t you got anything else?" he queried, looking searchingly in the direction of Harvey’s pocket.

"No, that’s all I’ve got," returned Harvey as he restored the tooth-brush to its resting-place, still hopeful, however, of the garter. "It’ll make an awful good catapult," he suggested seriously.

"Let me see it," said the bargainer.

Harvey handed it to him. "I’ll hold your apple," he offered.

"Oh, never mind," the other replied discreetly; "I’ll just hold it in my mouth," the memory of similar service and its tragic outcome floating before him. The boy took the flaming article in his hand and drew it back, snapping it several times against the sole of his uplifted foot.

"All right," he said, withdrawing what survived of the apple, "it’s a little mushy—but I’ll take it."

The errand having been repeated in detail, the youngster departed to perform it, an apple stem—but never a core—falling by the wayside as he went. Harvey gazed towards the brow of the hill till he caught the first glimpse of a hurrying form, then slipped in behind the tree, carefully concealed.

Cecil Craig came apace, for he could see the dangling strap at a little distance. Hurriedly retying the horse, he was about to retrace his steps when he suddenly felt himself in the grip of an evidently hostile hand, securely attached from behind to the collar of his coat.

"Now you can ask me those questions if you like," he heard a rather hoarse voice saying; and writhing round he looked into a face flaming with a wrath that was rekindling fast.

Young Craig both squirmed and squealed; but the one was as fruitless as the other. Harvey was bent on dealing faithfully with him; and lack of spirit, rather than of strength, made the struggle a comparatively unequal one. After the preliminary application was completed, he dragged Craig to where he had hidden the rhubarb tarts, still crestfallen from solitary confinement.

"Why don’t you make some more jokes about the tarts my mother made?" Harvey enquired hotly; "you were real funny about them just before dinner." This reference to his mother seemed to fan the flame of his wrath anew, and another application was the natural result.

"Let me go," Cecil gasped. "I was only joking—ouch! I was just joking, I say," as he tried to release himself from Harvey’s tightening grip.

"So’m I," retorted Harvey; "just a piece of play, the same as yours—only we’re kind o’ slow at seeing the fun of it, eh?" shaking the now solemn humourist till his hair rose and fell—"I’d have seen the point a good deal quicker if my mother hadn’t worked so hard," he went on, flushing with the recollection and devoting himself anew to the facetious industry. "Pick up those tarts," he thundered suddenly.

Cecil looked incredulously at his antagonist. One glance persuaded him and he slowly picked up one by the outer edge.

"Take ’em all—the whole three," Harvey directed in a low tense tone. Which Cecil immediately did, not deeming the time opportune to refuse.

"Now give them to your horse," Harvey said; "you know you said you’d a good mind to feed him with them."

"I won’t do it," Cecil declared stoutly. "I’ll fight before I do it."

Harvey smiled. "It won’t do to have any fighting," he said amiably. "I’ll just give them to him myself—you better come along," he suggested, tightening his grip as he saw Cecil glancing fondly towards the brow of the hill, visions of a more peaceful scene calling him to return.

Harvey escorted his captive to the horse’s head; the equine was now wide awake and taking a lively interest in the animated interview; such preparations for mounting he had never seen before. But he was evidently disinclined to be drawn into the argument; for when Harvey held the rhubarb pie, rather battle-worn now, beneath his nose, he sniffed contemptuously and turned scornfully away.

Cecil, somewhat convalescent, indulged a sneering little laugh. "Your little joke don’t work," he said. "Pompey won’t look at "em."

"You’ll wish he had, before you’re through with them," Harvey returned significantly—"you’ve got to eat them between you."

"Got to what?—between who?" Cecil gasped, years of grammatical instruction wasted now as the dread prospect dawned grim and gray; "I don’t understand you," he faltered, turning remarkably white for one so utterly in the dark.

"It doesn’t need much understanding," Harvey returned laconically. "Go ahead."

Then the real struggle began; compared to this difference of opinion, and the physical demonstration wherein it found expression, the previous encounter was but as kittens’ frolic in the sun.

The opening argument concluded after a protracted struggle, Harvey emerged uppermost, still pressing his hospitality upon the prostrate Cecil. "May as well walk the plank," he was saying; "besides, they’re getting dryer all the time," he informed him as a friend.

"Let me up," gurgled Cecil. Harvey promptly released him; seated on a log, the latter began to renew the debate.

"I’ve had my dinner," he pleaded; "an’ I ate all I could."

"A little more won’t hurt you—always room at the top, you know. Anyhow it’s just dessert," responded Harvey, holding out one of the tarts. Whereat Cecil again valiantly refused—and a worthy demonstration followed.

The conquered at last kissed the rod and the solemn operation began, Harvey cheerfully breaking off chunk after chunk and handing them to the weary muncher. "There’s lots of poor children in New York would be glad to get them," he said in answer to one of Cecil’s most vigorous protests.

"Say," murmured the stall-fed as he paused, almost mired in the middle of tart number two, "let me take the rest home an’ eat ’em there—I’ll really eat ’em—on my honour; I promise you," he declared solemnly.

"I’m surprised a fellow brought up like you would think of carryin’ stuff home to eat it—that’s bad form. Here, take it—shut your eyes and open your mouth," commanded his keeper, holding another generous fragment to his lips.

"I say," gulped Cecil plaintively, "give us a drink—it’s chokin’ me."

"Shouldn’t drink at your meals," returned Harvey; "bad for your digestion—but I guess a drop or two won’t hurt you. Here, come this way—put on your cap—an’ fetch that along," pointing at the surviving tart; "the exercise’ll do you good," and he led the way downwards to a little brook meandering through the woods. No hand was on the victim’s collar now; poor Cecil was in no shape for flight.

"Give us your cap," said Harvey, thrusting it into the sparkling water and holding the streaming receptacle to Cecil’s lips; "that’s enough—that’ll do just now; don’t want you to get foundered."

"I’ve had enough," groaned the guest a minute later, as if the moment had only come; "I’ve got it nearly all down—an’ I hate crusts. I won’t; by heavens, I tell you I won’t," bracing himself as vigorously as his cargo would permit.

"I’m the one to say when you’ve had enough," Harvey retorted shortly, throwing himself into battle array as he spoke, "an’ you bet you’ll eat the crusts—I’ll teach you to eat what’s set before you an’ make no remarks about the stuff—specially when it’s not your own," he said, reverting to the original offense and warming up at the recollection. "You’d make a great fight, wouldn’t you—fightin’ you’d be like fightin’ a bread-puddin’," he concluded scornfully.

Cecil munched laboriously on. "There," Harvey suddenly interrupted, "now you’ve had enough—that wasn’t rhubarb you were eatin’," he flung contemptuously at him; "’twas crow—an’ that’ll teach you to make sport of folks you think beneath you. You’ll have some food for thought for a while—you’d better walk round a bit," he concluded with a grin as he turned and strode away, leaving the inlaid Cecil alone with his burdened bosom.

*XII*

_*THE ENCIRCLING GLOOM*_

Real boyhood, with its cheerfulness amid present cares and its oblivion to those that were yet to come, was almost past. Such at least would have been the opinion of any accurate observer if he had noted Harvey’s face that summer morning as he pressed along the city street. A deeper seriousness than mere years bestow looked out from the half-troubled, half-hopeful gaze; not that it was ill-becoming—the contrary rather—for there was something of steady resoluteness in his eyes that attested his purpose to play some worthy part in this fevered life whose stern and warlike face had already looked its challenge to his own.

How pathetic were many a poor procession—and how romantic too—if we could but see the invisibles that accompany the humblest trudgers on the humblest street!

For Memory and Hope and Fear and Sorrow and silent Pain—Death too, noiselessly pursuing—and Love, chiefest of them all, mute and anguished often-times, crowding Death aside and battling bravely in the shadowy struggle; how often might all these be seen accompanying the lowly, had we but the lightened vision!

Thus was it there that summer day. The careless noticed nothing but a well developed lad, his poor clothes as carefully repaired and brushed as faithful hands could make them for his visit to the city; and they saw beside him only a white-faced woman, her whole mien marked by timidity and gentleness, as if she felt how poor and small was the part she played in the surging life about her. Both made their way carefully, keeping close in under the shadow of the buildings, as if anxious to escape the jostling throng. The woman’s hand was in her son’s; she seemed to be trusting altogether to his guidance and protection, and very tenderly he shielded her from the little perils of the street. Timidly, yet right eagerly, they made their way—for the quest was a great one; and all the years to come, they knew, were wrapped in the bosom of that anxious hour.

"Hadn’t we better get on one of those street cars, mother?" the boy asked, glancing wistfully at a passing trolley. "I’m sure you’re tired."

"How much does it cost, Harvey?" the mother asked.

"I’m not very sure, but I think it’s ten cents for us both," he answered, relaxing his pace.

The mother pressed on anew. "We can’t afford it, dear," she said; "it’ll take such a lot to pay the doctor—we’ll have to save all we can; and I’m not very tired," she concluded, taking his hand again.

When, after much of scrutiny and more of enquiry, they stood at length before the doctor’s imposing place, both instinctively stopped and gazed a little, the outlines of the stately house floating but very dimly before the woman’s wistful eyes.

"Will we ask him how much it costs before we go in?" Harvey’s mother asked him anxiously.

The boy pondered a moment. "I don’t think so," he said at length; "he mightn’t like it."

"But perhaps we haven’t got enough."

"Well, we can send the rest after we get home—I’ve got the raspberry money left."

The woman sighed and smiled together, permitting herself to be led on up the steps.

Harvey’s hand was on the bell: "You don’t suppose he’ll do anything to you, will he, mother? He won’t hurt you, will he?"

"No, no, child, of course not; he’ll make me well," his mother said reassuringly. In a moment the bell was answered and the excited pair were ushered in.

Nothing could have been more kindly than their reception at the hands of the eminent doctor; nor could the most distinguished patient have been more carefully and sympathetically examined. Almost breathless, Harvey sat waiting for the verdict.

But the doctor was very vague in his conclusions. "You must use this lotion. And—and we’ll hope for the best," he said; "and whenever you’re in the city you must come and see me—don’t make a special trip for that purpose, of course," he added cautiously.

"Why?" Harvey asked acutely.

The doctor made an evasive reply. Harvey’s face was dark.

"How much is it?" he said in a hollow voice, his hand going to his pocket as he spoke.

"Oh, that’s not important—we’ll just leave that till you’re in the city again," said the kindly doctor, shaking Harvey playfully by the shoulder.

"I’d sooner pay it now, sir; I’ve got—I’ve got some money," declared the boy.

"Well, all right," returned the physician; "let me see—how would a dollar appeal to you? My charge will be one dollar," he said gravely.

Harvey was busy unwinding his little roll. "It’s not very much," he said without looking up; "I thought ’twould be a lot more than that—I haven’t got anything smaller than five dollars, sir."

"Neither have I—what a rich bunch we are," the doctor answered quickly; "I tell you—I’m liable to be up in Glenallen some of these days for a bowling match; I’ll just collect it then," leading the way towards the door as he spoke, his farewell full of cordial cheer.

Neither mother nor son uttered a word till they were some little distance from the doctor’s office. Suddenly the former spoke.

"The world’s full of trouble, Harvey—but I believe it’s fuller of kindness. It’s wonderful how many tender-hearted folks there are. Wasn’t it good of him?"

Harvey made no answer, but his hand loosened itself from hers. "I believe I—I forgot something," he said abruptly. "Just wait here, mother; I’ll be back in just a minute—you can rest here, see," leading her to a bench on the green sward of a little crescent not much more than half a stone’s throw away.

A minute later he was back in the doctor’s office, the surprised physician opening the door himself. "What’s the matter, boy—forgotten something?" he queried.

"No," Harvey answered stoutly, his face very white; "but I knew you didn’t tell me everything, sir—and I want to know. I want you to tell me now, quick—mother’s waiting."

"Why do you want to know, laddie?"

"Because she’s my mother, sir. And I’ve got a little sister at home—and I’m going to take care of them both; and I want to know if mother’s eyes are going to get better, sir," he almost panted, one statement chasing the other as fast as the words could come.

The doctor’s face was soft with grave compassion; long years of familiarity with human suffering had not chilled that sacred fire. Putting his arm about the youth’s shoulder, he drew the throbbing form close to him. "My boy," he began in a low voice, "I won’t deceive you. Your mother’s eyesight is almost gone. But still," he hastened on as the lad started and turned his pleading eyes up to the doctor’s face, "it might come back—you can never tell. It’s an affection of the optic nerve—it’s often aggravated by a violent shock of some kind—and I’ve had cases where it did come back. It might return, lad, might come very slowly or very suddenly—and I can say no more than that."

The poor boy never moved; the mournful eyes never wandered an instant from the doctor’s face. The silence seemed long; at least to the physician. One or two patients had arrived meantime, waiting in the outer room—and a coachman’s shining hat could be seen through the spacious window. But it did not dawn on Harvey that such a doctor could have any other care in all the world, or any serious duty except such as now engrossed them both.

"What are you going to do?" the physician said presently.

"I’m going back to my mother," the boy answered simply, picking up his hat.

"Oh, yes," and the other repressed a smile; "but I mean—what are you going to do at home? What will you go at in Glenallen—you go to school, don’t you?"

"I’m going to work all the time," Harvey replied resolutely, moving along the hall.

The doctor’s hand was on the door. "I’m sorry for you, my lad," he said gently. "But there’s always hope—we’re all God’s patients after all," he added earnestly.

Harvey put his hand against the opening door, his face turning in fullness of candour and trust towards the doctor.

"I’ve prayed about mother for a long time," he said; "is it any use to keep on, sir? You’re a specialist and you ought to know."

The doctor closed the door quite tight. "Don’t let any specialist settle that matter for you," he said a little hoarsely. "It often seems as if the good Lord wouldn’t begin till they get through. So you pray on, my lad—for there’s no healing, after all, but comes from God." Then he opened the door and the broken-hearted went out into the street.

Suffused and dim, blinking bravely through it all, were the mournful eyes as Harvey retraced his steps towards his mother; swift and deep was the train of thought that wound its way through his troubled mind. For there is no ally to deep and earnest thinking like a loving heart that anguish has bestirred—all true quickening of our mental faculties is the handiwork of the soul. Harvey saw the trees, the sky, the birds between—all different now, more precious, more wonderful to behold; for he saw them in the light of his mother’s deepening darkness, and the glory of all that was evanishing from her appeared the more beautiful, pitifully beautiful, to his own misty eyes.

Involuntarily he thought of the future; of the twilight years that lay beyond—and his inward eyes turned shuddering away. The years that were past, those at least that had come and gone before the threatening shadow first appeared, seemed to lie behind him like a lane of light. Poverty and obscurity and sorrow and care had been well content to abide together in their humble home—almost their only guests save love. Yet his memory now of those earlier years was only of their gladness, their happiness, their light—all the rest had vanished like a dream when one awakes. He remembered only that they two, the fatherless, had been wont to look deep and lovingly into the eyes that looked back their wealth of fondness into the children’s faces—night or day, day or night, that light was never quenched; they could see her and she could see them—and to look was to possess, though his early thoughts could not have defined this mystic truth, cherish it fondly though they did. But for the future—ah me! for the future, with blindness in a mother’s eyes.

Yet Harvey’s thought, swift and pensive as it was, was troubled by no prospect of burden for himself and by no apprehension of all the load that must be moved, under cover of the fast-falling dark, from his mother’s shoulders to his own. His thought was what must be called heart-thought, and that alone. If a fleeting view of new responsibilities, or a melting picture of his sister’s face, hung for a moment before the inward eye, it retreated fast before the great vision that flooded his soul with tenderness, the vision of a woman—and she his mother—sitting apart in the silence and the dark, the busy hands denied the luxury of work, the ever-open Bible closed before her, the great world of beauty receding into shadow; and, most of all, there rose before him the image of her face, unresponsive and unsmiling when the tender eyes of her own children should fall upon it, mutely searching, yearning silently for the answering sunshine of days that would come no more.

Without a word Harvey took his seat beside his mother. Her hand slipped quietly out and took his own, but without speech or sound—and in that moment Harvey learned, as he had never known before, how cruel are the lips of silence. Suddenly he noticed a cab, rolling idly along, the driver throwing his eyes hither and thither, poising like a kingfisher for its plunge.

The boy raised his hand in signal and the cabby swooped down upon him like one who has found his prey.

"Get in, mother—we’ll drive back," he said quietly.

His mother, startled beyond measure at the prospect of extravagance so unwonted, began to remonstrate, almost refusing. But a different note seemed to have come into Harvey’s voice, his words touched with something that indicated a new era, something of the authority that great compassion gives, and in a moment she found herself yielding with a dependent confidence she had never felt before.

"Where to?" asked the man.

"Anywhere," said Harvey—"somewhere near the station; I’ll tell you where."

"It’ll—it’ll cost a dollar," the man ventured, his hand still on the door and his eyes making a swift inventory of the boy’s rather unpromising apparel.

"I’ll pay you," the latter answered sternly. "Shut the door; close the window too," he ordered—"close both the windows. And don’t drive fast."

The spendthrift impulse must have been heaven-born and that vagrant chariot been piloted from afar. For they two within felt something of sanctuary peace as the driver vanished to his place and they found themselves alone—alone with each other and the sorrow that was deep and thrilling as their love. They could hear and feel the busy tide of life about them; the pomp of wealth and the tumult of business frowned from towering mansions, or swept indifferent by, knowing nothing, caring less, about those nestling two who were all alone in the mighty city—but they had each other, and the haughty world was shut out from them, all its cruel grandeur, all its surging billows powerless to rob them of what their stricken hearts held dear. And, if the truth were told, many a stately house and many a flashing carriage that passed them by, held less of love’s real wealth than did the mud-bespattered cab that creaked and rumbled on its way.

Several minutes elapsed before either spoke. Then the mother turned towards the silent lad, her face sweet in the wistful smile that stole across it.

"Did you find what you went back for, dear?" she asked.

Harvey cast one sharp agonized glance towards the gentle face—and it told him all. He knew then that the pain of either concealing or revealing was to be spared him; but his heart leaped in pity and in boundless love as he saw the light upon the worn face, the brave and tender signal that he knew the wounded spirit had furnished all for him.

He spoke no answer to her words; he knew that she expected none. But the answer came nevertheless, and in richer language than halting words could learn. For he rose half erect in the carriage, careless as to whether the world’s disdainful eye might see, his arms stealing around the yielding and now trembling form with a strength and passion that were the gift of the first really anguished hour his life had ever known.

The woman felt its power, caught its message, even inwardly rejoiced in the great security; pavilion like to this she had never found before in all her storm-swept life.

"Oh, Harvey," she murmured at last, "Harvey, my son, God’s been good to me; I’m almost happy when—when I feel how much you are to me now—and Jessie too," she added quickly; "poor Jessie—it’ll be hard for her."

Mutely, reverently, guided from on high, Harvey strove to speak the burden of his heart. But it ended only in tears and tender tokens of hand and lip, his sorrow outpouring the story of its pity and devotion as best it could.

"I’ll always take care of you, mother," he whispered; "always—just like you’ve taken care of us. And we’ll wait till you get better, mother—we’ll wait together."

His mother’s fingers were straying about his hair. "I know it, darling," she said; "some ways I’m so poor, Harvey; but other ways I’m wonderfully rich—the highest ways. And now, Harvey," straightening up as she spoke, "there’s something I want to attend to. You must tell the man to drive to a store where we get clothes—coats and things, you know. I want to get something."

"What?" asked Harvey suspiciously.

"It’s for you. It’s a winter coat—you know you haven’t one, Harvey."

Then followed a stout protest and then a vigorous debate. But the mother conquered. "You mustn’t forget that I’m your mother, Harvey," she finally urged, and Harvey had no response for that. But after they had alighted and the purchase had been duly made he contrived to withdraw the genial salesman beyond reach of his mother’s hearing.

"Have you got something the same price as this?" he asked hurriedly; "something for a lady—a cloak, or a dressing-gown—one that would fit, you know," he said, glancing in the direction of his mother.

The clerk was responsive enough; in a moment the exchange was effected, and Harvey, his mother’s arm linked with his, led the way out to the crowded street.

They made their way back to the station. As Harvey passed within its arching portals, he bethought himself sadly of the high hope, now almost dead and gone, that had upborne his heart when last he had passed beneath them. It seemed like months, rather than a few hours, so charged with suspense and feeling had those hours been.

The train was in readiness and they were soon settled for the homeward journey. But scarcely had they begun to move when the door before them opened and Cecil Craig made his appearance. He evidently knew that Harvey and his mother were aboard, for his eye roamed enquiringly over the passengers, resting as it fell on the two serious faces. Suddenly he seemed to note that Harvey had pre-empted the seat opposite to the one on which he and his mother had taken their places; a small valise and the parcel containing the surreptitious purchase were lying on it. Whereupon Cecil strode forward. "Take those things off," he hectored—"Want the whole train to yourself? Don’t you know that’s against the rules—I want to sit there."

Harvey had not seen him approaching, for his eyes had been furtively studying his mother’s face. He started, looking up at Cecil almost as though he were not there; then he quietly removed the encumbrances and even turned the seat for Cecil to take his place. He wondered dumbly to himself what might be the cause of this strange calmness, this absolute indifference; he did not know how a master-sorrow can make all lesser irritations like the dust.

"Keep it," Cecil said insolently. "I’m going back to the Pullman—I wanted to see who’d walk the plank to-day," casting at Harvey a contemptuous sneer the latter did not even see. And no thought of Cecil, or his insult, or his phantom triumph, mingled with Harvey’s grave reflections as they rolled swiftly homeward; he had other matters to consider, of more importance far.

*XIII*

_*THE DEWS OF SORROW*_

The dusk was gathering about them as the returning travellers wended their way along the almost deserted street. The dim outline of the slumbering hills could be seen across the river—for Glenallen had grown in a circle upon surrounding heights—and as Harvey’s eyes rested now and again upon them in the dying light of the summer day, he felt a secret sense of help and comfort, as if some one knew and cared for his clouded life. It seemed good to walk these streets again—so different from those of the city—with the familiar faces and the kindly voices; and often was he stopped and questioned, not without delicacy and chaste reserve, as to the outcome of their pilgrimage. Which gave his heart some balm, at least for the moment.

"Look, mother," he cried suddenly, forgetting in his eagerness; "look—I can see our light," his face glowing as if the gleam were from palace windows. His mother raised her head quickly, as if she also saw. Perhaps it was even clearer to her, though she beheld it not. But together they quickened their pace, for they knew that earth’s dearest shelter, how humble soever it might be, was just before.

And as they came closer, Harvey could see, the white frock showing clear against the shadows, the outline of his sister’s form. Poor child, the day had been long for her, waiting and wondering, the portent of the tidings that the night might bring mingling with all her childish thoughts. She was moving out from the door-step now, peering eagerly, starting forward or restraining herself again as doubt and certainty of the approaching pair impelled her. Suddenly she seemed to be quite sure, and with a little cry she bounded along the street, the eager footfalls pattering with the rapidity of love.

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