Chapter VIII: élisabeth's Diary

This double murder, following upon a series of tragic incidents all of which were closely connected, was the climax to such an accumulation of horrors and of shocking disasters that the two young men did not utter a word or stir a limb. Death, whose breath they had already felt so often on the battlefield, had never appeared to them under a more hateful or forbidding guise.

Death! They beheld it, not as an insidious disease that strikes at hazard, but as a specter creeping in the shadow, watching its adversary, choosing its moment and raising its arm with deliberate intention. And this specter bore for them the very shape and features of Major Hermann.

When Paul spoke at last, his voice had the dull, scared tone that seems to summon up the evil powers of darkness:

"He came last night. He came and, as we had written our names on the wall, the names of Bernard d'Andeville and Paul Delroze which represent the names of two enemies in his eyes, he took the opportunity to rid himself of those two enemies. Persuaded that it was you and I who were sleeping in this room, he struck . . . and those whom he struck were poor Gériflour and his friend, who have died in our stead."

After a long pause, he whispered:

"They have died as my father died . . . and as Élisabeth died . . . and the keeper also and his wife; and by the same hand, by the same hand, Bernard, do you understand? . . . Yes, it's inadmissible, is it not? My brain refuses to admit it. . . . And yet it is always the same hand that holds the dagger . . . then and now."

Bernard examined the dagger. At the sight of the four letters, he said:

"That stands for Hermann, I suppose? Major Hermann?"

"Yes," said Paul, eagerly. "Is it his real name, though? And who is he actually? I don't know. But what I do know is that the criminal who committed all those murders is the same who signs with these four letters, H, E, R, M."

After giving the alarm to the men of his section and sending to inform the chaplain and the surgeons, Paul resolved to ask for a private interview with his colonel and to tell him the whole of the secret story, hoping that it might throw some light on the execution of Élisabeth and the assassination of the two soldiers. But he learnt that the colonel and his regiment were fighting on the other side of the frontier and that the 3rd Company had been hurriedly sent for, all but a detachment which was to remain at the château under Sergeant Delroze's orders. Paul therefore made his own investigation with his men.

It yielded nothing. There was no possibility of discovering the least clue to the manner in which the murderer had made his way first into the park, next into the ruins and lastly into the bedroom. As no civilian had passed, were they to conclude that the perpetrator of the two crimes was one of the privates of the 3rd company? Obviously not. And yet what other theory was there to adopt?

Nor did Paul discover anything to tell him of his wife's death or of the place where she was buried. And this was the hardest trial of all.

He encountered the same ignorance among the German wounded as among the prisoners. They had all heard of the execution of a man and two women, but they had all arrived after the execution and after the departure of the troops that occupied the château.

He went on to the village, thinking that they might know something there; that the inhabitants had some news to tell of the lady of the château, of the life she led, of her martyrdom and death. But Ornequin was empty, with not a woman even, not an old man left in it. The enemy must have sent all the inhabitants into Germany, doubtless from the start, with the manifest object of destroying every witness to his actions during the occupation and of creating a desert around the château.

Paul in this way devoted three days to the pursuit of fruitless inquiries.

"And yet," he said to Bernard, "Élisabeth cannot have disappeared entirely. Even if I cannot find her grave, can I not find the least trace of her existence? She lived here. She suffered here. I would give anything for a relic of her."

They had succeeded in fixing upon the exact site of the room in which she used to sleep and even, in the midst of the ruins, the exact heap of stones and plaster that remained of it. It was all mixed up with the wreckage of the ground-floor rooms, into which the first-floor ceilings had been precipitated; and it was in this chaos, under the pile of walls and furniture reduced to dust and fragments, that one morning he picked up a little broken mirror, followed by a tortoise-shell hair-brush, a silver pen-knife and a set of scissors, all of which had belonged to Élisabeth.

But what affected him even more was the discovery of a thick diary, in which he knew that his wife, before her marriage, used to note down her expenses, the errands or visits that had to be remembered and, occasionally, some more private details of her life. Now all that was left of her diary was the binding, with the date, 1914, and the part containing the entries for the first seven months of the year. All the sheets for the last five months had been not torn out but removed separately from the strings that fastened them to the binding.

Paul at once thought to himself:

"They were removed by Élisabeth, removed at her leisure, at a time when there was no hurry and when she merely wished to use those pages for writing on from day to day. What would she want to write? Just those more personal notes which she used formerly to put down in her diary between the entry of a disbursement and a receipt. And as there can have been no accounts to keep since my departure and as her existence was nothing but a hideous tragedy, there is no doubt that she confided her distress to those pages, her complaints, possibly her shrinking from me."

That day, in Bernard's absence, Paul increased the thoroughness of his search. He rummaged under every stone and in every hole. The broken slabs of marble, the twisted lustres, the torn carpets, the beams blackened by the flames, he lifted them all. He persisted for hours. He divided the ruins into sections which he examined patiently in rotation; and, when the ruins refused to answer his questions, he renewed his minute investigations in the ground.

His efforts were useless; and Paul knew that they were bound to be so. Élisabeth must have attached far too much value to those pages not to have either destroyed them or hidden them beyond the possibility of discovery. Unless:

"Unless," he said to himself, "they have been stolen from her. The major must have kept a constant watch upon her. And, in that case, who knows?"

An idea occurred to Paul's mind. After finding the peasant-woman's clothes and black lace scarf, he had left them on the bed, attaching no further importance to them; and he now asked himself if the major, on the night when he had murdered the two soldiers, had not come with the intention of fetching away the clothes, or at least the contents of their pockets, which he had not been able to do because they were hidden under Private Gériflour, who was sleeping on the top of them. Now Paul seemed to remember that, when unfolding that peasant's skirt and bodice, he had noticed a rustling of paper in one of the pockets. Was it not reasonable to conclude that this was Élisabeth's diary, which had been discovered and stolen by Major Hermann?

Paul hastened to the room in which the murders had been committed, snatched up the clothes and looked through them:

"Ah," he at once exclaimed, with genuine delight, "here they are!"

There was a large, yellow envelope filled with the pages removed from the diary. These were crumpled and here and there torn; and Paul saw at a glance that the pages corresponded only with the months of August and September and that even some days in each of these months were missing.

And he saw Élisabeth's handwriting.

It was not a full or detailed diary. It consisted merely of notes, poor little notes in which a bruised heart found an outlet. At times, when they ran to greater length, an extra page had been added. The notes had been jotted down by day or night, anyhow, in ink and pencil; they were sometimes hardly legible; and they gave the impression of a trembling hand, of eyes veiled with tears and of a mind crazed with suffering.

Paul was moved to the very depths of his being. He was alone and he read:

"_Sunday, 2 August._

"He ought not to have written me that letter. It is
too cruel. And why does he suggest that I should leave
Ornequin? The war? Does he think that, because there
is a chance of war, I shall not have the courage to
stay here and do my duty? How little he knows me! Then
he must either think me a coward or believe me capable
of suspecting my poor mother! . . . Paul, dear Paul,
you ought not to have left me. . . .

"_Monday, 3 August._

"Jérôme and Rosalie have been kinder and more
thoughtful than ever, now that the servants are gone.
Rosalie begged and prayed that I should go away, too.

"'And what about yourselves, Rosalie?' I said. 'Will
you go?'

"'Oh, we're people who don't matter, we have nothing
to fear! Besides, our place is here.'

"I said that so was mine; but I saw that she could not
understand.

"Jérôme, when I meet him, shakes his head and looks at
me sadly.

"_Tuesday, 4 August._

"I have not the least doubt of what my duty is. I
would rather die than turn my back on it. But how am I
to fulfil that duty and get at the truth? I am full of
courage; and yet I am always crying, as though I had
nothing better to do. The fact is that I am always
thinking of Paul. Where is he? What has become of him?
When Jérôme told me this morning that war was
declared, I thought that I should faint. So Paul is
going to fight. He will be wounded perhaps. He may be
killed. God knows if my true place is not somewhere
near him, in a town close to where he is fighting!
What have I to hope for in staying here? My duty to my
mother, yes, I know. Ah, mother, I beseech your
forgiveness . . . but, you see, I love my husband and
I am so afraid of anything happening to him! . . .

"_Thursday, 6 August._

"Still crying. I grow unhappier every day. But I feel
that, even if I became still more so, I would not
desist. Besides, how can I go to him when he does not
want to have anything more to do with me and does not
even write? Love me? Why, he loathes me! I am the
daughter of a woman whom he hates above all things in
the world. How unspeakably horrible! If he thinks like
that of my mother and if I fail in my task, we shall
never see each other again! That is the life I have
before me.

"_Friday, 7 August._

"I have made Jérôme and Rosalie tell me all about
mother. They only knew her for a few weeks, but they
remember her quite well; and what they said made me
feel so happy! She was so good, it seems, and so
pretty; everybody worshiped her.

"'She was not always very cheerful,' said Rosalie. 'I
don't know if it was her illness already affecting her
spirits, but there was something about her, when she
smiled, that went to one's heart.'

"My poor, darling mother!

"_Saturday, 8 August._

"We heard the guns this morning, a long way off. They
are fighting 25 miles away.

"Some French soldiers have arrived. I had seen some of
them pretty often from the terrace, marching down the
Liseron Valley. But these are going to stay at the
house. The captain made his apologies. So as not to
inconvenience me, he and his lieutenants will sleep
and have their meals in the lodge where Jérôme and
Rosalie used to live.

"_Sunday, 9 August._

"Still no news of Paul. I have given up trying to
write to him either. I don't want him to hear from me
until I have all the proofs. But what am I to do? How
can I get proofs of something that happened seventeen
years ago? Hunt about, think and reflect as I may, I
can find nothing.

"_Monday, 10 August._

"The guns never ceased booming in the distance.
Nevertheless, the captain tells me that there is
nothing to make one expect an attack by the enemy on
this side.

"_Tuesday, 11 August._

"A sentry posted in the woods, near the little door
leading out of the estate, has just been
killed--stabbed with a knife. They think that he must
have been trying to stop a man who wanted to get out
of the park. But how did the man get in?

"_Wednesday, 12 August._

"What can be happening? Here is something that has
made a great impression on me and seems impossible to
understand. There are other things besides which are
just as perplexing, though I can't say why. I am much
astonished that the captain and all his soldiers whom
I meet appear so indifferent and should even be able
to make jokes among themselves. I feel the sort of
depression that comes over one when a storm is at
hand. There must be something wrong with my nerves.

"Well, this morning. . . ."

Paul stopped reading. The lower portion of the page containing the last few lines and the whole of the next page were torn out. It looked as if the major, after stealing Élisabeth's diary, had, for reasons best known to himself, removed the pages in which she set forth a certain incident.

The diary continued:

"_Friday, 14 August._

"I felt I must tell the captain. I took him to the
dead tree covered with ivy and asked him to lie down
on the ground and listen. He did so very patiently and
attentively. But he heard nothing and ended by saying:

"'You see, madame, that everything is absolutely
normal.'

"'I assure you,' I answered, 'that two days ago there
was a confused sound from this tree, just at this
spot. And it lasted for several minutes.'

"He replied, smiling as he spoke:

"'We could easily have the tree cut down. But don't
you think, madame, that in the state of nervous
tension in which we all are we are liable to make
mistakes; that we are subject to hallucinations? For,
after all, where could the sound come from?'

"Of course, he was right. And yet I had heard and seen
for myself. . . .

"_Saturday, 15 August._

"Yesterday, two German officers were brought in and
were locked up in the wash-house, at the end of the
yard. This morning, there was nothing in the
wash-house but their uniforms. One can understand
their breaking open the door. But the captain has
found out that they made their escape in French
uniforms and that they passed the sentries, saying
that they had been sent to Corvigny.

"Who can have supplied them with those uniforms?
Besides, they had to know the password: who can have
given them that?

"It appears that a peasant woman called several days
in succession with eggs and milk, a woman rather too
well-dressed for her station, and that she hasn't been
here to-day. But there is nothing to prove her
complicity.

"_Sunday, 16 August._

"The captain has been strongly urging me to go away.
He is no longer cheerful. He seems very much
preoccupied:

"'We are surrounded by spies,' he said. 'And there is
every sign of the possibility of a speedy attack. Not
a big attack, intended to force a way through to
Corvigny, but an attempt to take the château by
surprise. It is my duty to warn you, madame, that we
may be compelled at any moment to fall back on
Corvigny and that it would be most imprudent for you
to stay.'

"I answered that nothing would change my resolution.
Jérôme and Rosalie also implored me to leave. But what
is the good? I intend to remain."

Once again Paul stopped. There was a page missing in this section of the diary; and the next page, the one headed 18 August, was torn at the top and the bottom and contained only a fragment of what Élisabeth had written on that day:

". . . and that is why I have not spoken of it in the
letter which I have just sent to Paul. He will know
that I am staying on and the reasons for my decision;
but he must not know of my hopes.

"Those hopes are still so vague and built on so
insignificant a detail. Still, I feel overjoyed. I do
not realize the meaning of that detail, but I feel its
importance. The captain is hurrying about, increasing
the patrols; the soldiers are polishing their arms and
crying out for the battle; the enemy may be taking up
his quarters at Èbrecourt, as they say: what do I
care? I have only one thought: have I found the key?
Am I on the right road? Let me think. . . ."

The page was torn here, at the place where Élisabeth was about to explain things exactly. Was this a precautionary measure on Major Hermann's part? No doubt; but why?

The first part of the page headed 19 August was likewise torn. The nineteenth was the day before that on which the Germans had carried Ornequin, Corvigny and the whole district by assault. What had Élisabeth written on that Wednesday afternoon? What had she discovered? What was preparing in the darkness?

Paul felt a dread at his heart. He remembered that the first gunshot had thundered over Corvigny at two o'clock in the morning on Thursday and it was with an anxious mind that he read, on the second half of the page:

"_11 p. m._

"I have got up and opened my window. Dogs are barking
on every side. They answer one another, stop, seem to
be listening and then begin howling again as I have
never heard them do before. When they cease, the
silence becomes impressive and I listen in my turn to
try and catch the indistinct sounds that keep them
awake.

"Those sounds seem to my ears also to exist. It is
something different from the rustling of the leaves.
It has nothing to do with the ordinary interruption to
the dead silence of the night. It comes from I can't
tell where; and the impression it makes on me is so
powerful that I ask myself at the same time whether I
am just listening to the beating of my heart or
whether I am hearing what might be the distant tramp
of a marching army.

"Oh, I must be mad! A marching army! And our outposts
on the frontier? And our sentries all around the
château? Why, there would be fighting, firing! . . .

"_1 a. m._

"I did not stir from the window. The dogs were no
longer barking. Everything was asleep. And suddenly I
saw some one come from under the trees and go across
the lawn. I at first imagined it was one of our
soldiers. But, when whoever it was passed under my
window, there was just enough light in the sky for me
to make out a woman's figure. I thought for a moment
of Rosalie. But no, the figure was taller and moved
with a lighter and quicker step.

"I was on the point of waking Jérôme and giving the
alarm. I did not, however. The figure had disappeared
in the direction of the terrace. And all at once there
came the cry of a bird, which struck me as strange.
This was followed by a light that darted into the sky,
like a shooting star springing from the ground.

"After that, nothing. Silence, general restfulness.
Nothing more. And yet I dare not go back to bed. I am
frightened, without knowing why. All sorts of dangers
seem to come rushing from every corner of the horizon.
They draw closer, they surround me, they hem me in,
they suffocate me, crush me, I can't breathe. I'm
frightened . . . I'm frightened. . . ."