Chapter XVI: Part II: In London

Disillusionment, 59, 61, 93, 94, 132, 178, 185
Life in a boarding-house, 63, 78, 79, 94, 99, 107
Ambition, 71, 73, 109
An affair in a taxicab, 75
Self-disgust, 77
In love, 78, 96, 107
Conversations: (a) with E., 65, 69, 70, 75, 76, 79, 95, 96, 99,
104, 151, 152
(b) with H., 82, 83
(c) with R., 131, 140, 141, 142, 154, 155, 165,
Ill-health, 59, 62, 69, 72, 74, 100, 107, 110, 114, 134-5, 153, 156
On Death, 62, 63, 84, 88
Heart attacks, 71, 72, 120, 122
Nervous breakdown, 80, 81, 82
Meets an old love, 86, 87
Holidays: (_a_) at C----, by the sea in North ----, 65, 66, 67
(_b_) at home, 82
(_c_) in Brittany and on Dartmoor (_riding a pony_), 97
Life in rooms, 102, 107, 108, 114, 138, 148, 149, 153
His brother, 121, 206
Discussions on marriage, 123, 124
In his sitting-room, 162
The fascination of London, 74, 142-145
(_a_) Petticoat Lane, 163
(_b_) Rotten Row, 176
Goes to concerts, 127, 161, 172
A lovers' quarrel, 126
He struggles with himself, 135, 137, 138
Engaged, 150, 158
Fears his inconstancy, 159, 185
Self-analysis, 167 _et seq_., 182, 183
Day-dreams: Life a dream, 178, 179, 188
The War, 182
Holidays: (_a_) on a Buckinghamshire farm, 191-205
(_b_) at the Lakes, 215-217
Should a husband keep a private journal? 210
Marriage, 205, 209, 215